early morn blog.. unlike mi sia.. hmmm.. just realised that my previous post was very messy.. whole chunk of words.. i try to para ba...

although today is good friday.. i don feel at all happy.. i supposed to go for bball now.. but here i am .. still slacking.. tink just have some emo thots ba..
as i look at my blog name.. dreamythots.. have my thots always been dreamy.. can't i get wat i want.. very ironic.. cos almost everything in my life.. has turned on me... its like.. happy one moment.. then next.. something contradicts it..

and ppl.. can just stop blabbling the rumours.. i'm sick of it.. i noe u all like to rumour me.. but k.. this serious.. u hurt me i don mind.. but u hurt other ppl i mind alot k.. i just hate it.. last time becos of a rumour.. someone who was close to me.. drifted apart.. now i tinking whether.. i shd actually tink bout myself............ so confused......................

Love is one big illusion... i shd try to forget.. since love is so difficult.. then forget it.. even though i noe i can't forget.. haiz... dunno la.. tink abt it sometime later.. anyway.. i just want ppl whom i tok to to noe tat..
Sometimes i may be in foul mood or wad.. but then just to let u noe.. i care for u all..

haiz.. emotional..hahahaha.. anyway.. don always tink tat u see me laughing.. i am happy.. sometimes.. i try to fake laugh.. cos i noe i can't show my sadness to ppl.. the last time i did.. suddenly.. got a crowd of ppl keep asking me why i sad.. anyway.. will come back at nite ba.. maybe later goin swimming... will blog again at nite.. see whether my mood better le...