Let Imaginations Take Flight.
Saturday, September 30, 2006,

O_o

I overheard my bro, playing a nice song on the com, and found out it is steelheart's she's gone.
nice. shd listen to it guys.


She’s gone,
Out of my life.
I was wrong,
I’m to blame,
I was so untrue.
I can’t live without her love.

In my life
There’s just an empty space.
All my dreams are lost,
I’m wasting away.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus)

Lady, won’t you save me?
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I’ve done to you.
Lady, oh, lady.

She’s gone,
Out of my life.
Oh, she’s gone.
I find it so hard to go on.
I really miss that girl, my love.

Come back into my arms.
I’m so alone,
I’m begging you,
I’m down on my knees.
Forgive me, girl.

(Chorus x2)

Lady, oh, lady.
My heart belongs to you.
Lady, can you forgive me?
For all I’ve done to you

3:20 PM


Renewal

So i had this weird fantasy about alternate worlds that contain my teenage fantasies. which is animations and warrior inspired worlds. i would go on and dream about such fantasies as if i am still stuck in my childhood.

However, such dreams may spark inspiration to your life in reality.

and so, i declare the renewal of my blog!

haha. kind of talking to myself, cos only i know what i day dream about. =D

don ask, its childish gundam stuff. haha!

i might as well list down some of my stuff here in case i forget in the future. oh ya. don bother if u cant understand wat i writing. its pointless stuff anyway. haha!


FF 10a - Freedom
FF 15a - Justice
FF 20b - Peace
FF 30b - Armistice
FF 35 - Meteor
FF 35a - Wing Striker Meteor
FF 35b - Meteor Launcher Meteor
GAT 49 - Ultima
GAT 50 - Justi Ultima
GAT 00 - Omega
GAT 000 - Falcia Omega
ORB 02 - Spectrum
ORB 03 - Jet Spectrum
FF 17 - Wing
FF 01 - Destiny
FF 02 - True Destiny
FF 05 - Battle
FF 04 - Strike
FF 06 - Elemental
FF 12 - Golem
FF 8 - Atomic
FF 40 - Guardian
FF 40a - Siege Guardian
FF 40b - Meteor Guardian
FF 99 - Verde Grasper
ZGMF 77 - Silouhette
GAT 80 - Vengeance
GAT 81 - Chainer
GAT 79 - Impeder
GAT 101 - Diablo
GAT 14 - Spike
GAT 15 - Destructor
GAT 100 - Wrath
GAT 33 - Impact
ZGMF 20 - Venus
ZGMF 20c - War strike Venus
ZGMF 65 - Juggernault
ZGMF 66 - Fervor
ALX 01 - Renewal

3:33 AM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006,

What a holiday!

haha. ok this would be the proper entry that teacher huda aka my mum wanted.

My holiday only started last week. and ends this week. damn sad right.

it has been one of the more fruitful hols i had. i practically went out every single day. haha

Alright lets start.

Monday
Had the weekly meeting for CDI project. erm. progress is slow. VERY SLOW.

Tuesday
The start of the weekly excercise regime. i went to climb staircase and play badminton with yl. haha. lost 3 kg already =D. still some way from normal weight . =_=.

Wednesday
I was damn tired. but still went to consult perry for CDI project. well. nothing much to say about this one. but progress is VERY VERY SLOW.

Thursday
SOCCER! for first time it din rain when we played. damn hot la, but damn fun. scored a few at the start, but as the weather dragged on, got more tired and heaty. yeah but good workout.

Friday
Winning ELEVEN! at hj hse. with seng yong. hahaa damn fun. i won the first match 2-1 and LOST ALL THE WAY. DAMN SIAN. oh ya i forgot to say that i been dotaing and custom gaming with VIDC at night every night!

Saturday
RESTING DAY. nothing to blog abt.

Sunday
BADMINTON with hj and yl. haha. got tired of it very easily. shd play bball instead man.

Monday
CHALET. and CDI meeting. gayson they all was playing some stupid game. but i oso played in the end. LOL. the food was great! LOVES THE GARLIC BREAD.

Tuesday
Rotted at home whole day. battletanks at night. watched soccer. slept for 5 hours =_=

Wednesday (today!)
Soccer in the morning with some tp ppl and jimmy and rusydi. DINNER LATER!

i might as well blog for the next few days so i don need to update. HAHA.

Thursday
gotta do some project stuff liao. cannot delay le!

Friday
i am free. go out, any one?

Saturday
i am free again. go out, any one?

Sunday
TREE TOP WALK!!!!!!! 22km!

Monday
CDI meeting = holiday end.

Tuesday
SCH START.

OK TATS IT FOR NOW. I ROCK RIGHT. manage to summarise everything. lol jk.

alright i learn from jason one. tat bloody gay. oops


y h

5:53 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006,

Down the memory lane

As i read my friend's blog archive, i felt tempted to blog again.

There are countless emotions when going down your memory lane. There are people and things that makes up the tiny jigsaw puzzles in your memory. I tried recollecting them before all is lost.

Lets start from secondary school. possibly the years with the most memories.

When i joined tkss, i didn know what to do. we were asked to choose a CCA, i chose bball first choice, rcy 2nd. i didn want to continue with rcy life, but looking at the lack of options, i chose it. in the end, i got both ccas. fate has it that i dropped out of bball.

I had some really memorable times in tkrcy. i remember our squad of 11, regarded as the best batch ever, or rather the strongest. My first strong memory was in secondary 2, where i was picked to be in the fd squad. i remember training at the street soccer court every morning, after school, being trained by evelyn ma'am, kevin sir, chee keong sir, huda ma'am, actually alot of ppl. i made alot of mistakes then. on the day of the fd com, i did not know how to polish my boots! haha. so funny, i applied the kiwi polish, then i din know have to wipe one. so leave it there, in the end, stain my pants.

Sec 2 - my 2nd crush. when i finally told her tat i like her, we din talk for about 7 months, not on msn, email, class or what. but i am glad it turned out to be good. in sec 3, my image started changing.

during that fd training for fd com, i nvr knew someone cared for me so much. slowly and slowly, i felt i was in love for the first time. this story had a bittersweet ending, it lasted 2 years. ever since i was given the first opportunity by her, i let it slipped away, and today she is with another guy. That feeling in my heart never vanished, i do accept that it is still in my heart, but its slowly fading away. but i can say, i did several foolish, silly and things that i didn believe i would do during that period.

in sec 3, i started playing bball alot and being lazy towards academics. maybe tats because i got assigned to 3k. but nvrtheless it was fun days. i remember putting up alot of weight already, but still acceptable since i play bball everyday... i started focusing away from rcy when our squad had a dispute...

but something happened to re ignite my passion. thanks to all the maams and sirs for the inspiration. i was involved in my first big project. International Bazaar 2004. I was on my own then, no one would help me from my comm, but i pulled through despite all the setbacks. The obstacles was plenty, but i managed to run this event with the help of some of my juniors.

Then came fd com 2004. me, and all the rest of tkrcy ppl regard this as our best footdrill squad. and we did perform our best footdrill. i looked at the video over and over again. all of us are convinced we should have been 2nd, behind VS. even outsiders also agreed... nvm, lets put tat behind us.

Very fast, everything passed by and my 4 years at tkss was gone. i remember the final rush for dnt project, 4k and everyone. haha. ok i dunno wat to blog already.

will continue with part 2 next time


y h

12:50 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006,

OGAY I DECIDED TO UPDATE.

haha. in the midst of my 10 days holiday!. break finally! but still have to do underwater world proj. but i am gonna keep myself occupied during this holiday. becos once i return its the start of a new SEM.

sucks right? lol. nighttime is for DOTA. yay!


ok i seriously dunno wat to type liao.

lol

y h

8:50 PM

Tuesday, September 05, 2006,

I believe i have posted something similar to this post last time. so i would not repeat.

today, my volcano within me erupted again. its fine to make fun and target me, but know where you are going and there is a limit to it.

cross that line, and you will incure my wrath. i am alright with people making fun of me, as i love to entertain ppl, but i would not endure any thing that crosses that line. people in iad do not know, and they probably wouldn as only one or two reads my blog.

overall, today had been a bad day.

perhaps with a silver lining, cause i was selected for underwater world singapore cdi project. i would not let the chance slip again. i am going overseas internship for sure now. i must do it. now or never.


y h

8:05 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006,

Perhaps.

I had a serious thought, or rather dreams about myself recently.

my lifestyle is pretty same as last time.

just that, i seldom excercise due to school.

and of course, a giant slice of my life has already been taken away.

sigh.

thinking whether i should change.

whether i should start embracing the new, and forget the old.

i am still stuck in my past.

something that i can never get out.

though i have put away the thought in my mind.

subconciously i am reminded of it.

about the times.

now i am just a giant couch potato rotting away at home or school.

and. i need to start to use my brain.

alot. way more than wat i am using now. i need to start thinking. i need to start working. for the better. 10 am novena tomorrow. give me the strength to do it. if you want something, you must work for it. you can't be a coward anymore.


forget it if u guys don understand this post. i doubt anyone understands actually. just writing thoughts to myself. sry guys.


y h

10:12 PM