Let Imaginations Take Flight.
Thursday, March 30, 2006,

Broken free

For the past month, i have been working on a project if you all had been reading my blogs.

Today, a few hours more, my group is going to submit the project for the competition.
Hopefully, we will get shortlisted.
No, we should get in.

If it doesn, it will be an experience for me. After all, this is my first time designing a furniture. By the way, when i get the images i will upload it. =). its called Kovalent by the way, after the name Covalent bonding.

Working with Syafiq and Yuze is a first of me.. as expected, they are highly productive ppl, but i find their character and attitude clashing with mine. I don't like their attitude towards certain things.. and i keep quiet though. Cause i know if i voice it out, something will go wrong.. and our project will go down the drain.

Sigh. How i wish everyone i know has mutual respect for each other. However, thats not going to happen. Everyone will continue to have their own views and oppinions. I cannot change their way of thinking, neither can i force them to do certain things like, help the elderly, show respect for parents, etc....

Enough of this.

Anyway, i thank all my friends for celebrating my birthday for me
this includes all red cross, iad and all the ppl!

Aini, hj , rachel and bobo, sharlyn, elroy, yc, suyin, yuze, syafiq, my dear boss weishan, geraldine, jocelyn, li lin, lee min, ying ling, patricia, ky, jia tee, huzair, huda, yf, yl, weiliang, alfian sir, qt, hafizah(TWIN), KK (LOL OMG LECTURER), TKGS CAMPFIRE, IAD CHALET!

EVERYONE! lol i lazy to go remember! haha


anyway, i received a gigantic yellow ribbon for my bdae =_="

and of course reflections.

I will cherish them. Especially the one so truthful one.

If you know who i referring to.

Yeah you are right about the 2 points. I just don't know what to do. This caused everything to disintergrate with time.

However, even fallen empires can be rebuilt, maybe in the future? ;)


y h

12:35 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006,

Roller Coaster ride of emotions

Went to school today for consulation for the marina bay bridge artwork design. More details about the competition can be found here. Http://www.ura.gov.sg.

KK gave us some excellent ideas and thats about it. Yeah, i pang sehed two of my friends, yuze and syafiq for their request to go wheellock place to study the architecture.

I do feel guilty for it especially when yuze send me the msg to tell me to reflect on myself.
I am an entertainer.
I entertain people, especially my friends with my actions, though not deliberate most of the time.

I am a human being. I feel tired after sometime.
I am a introvert who aspires to heal the world.
I am the 1% of the world who feel this way.

Yet people misunderstood me as a person who only care for himself.
I am certainly not one.

I am tired.
I need to recharge my batteries.
Though they will never read this.

I just write to comfort myself.

y h

2:49 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006,

Will it ever end?

Singapore is a multi-racial and harmonious country.

Wait a minute, how many of you all read that line and thought otherwise?

Its true, our country is made up of primary 4 races, namely Chinese, Malay, Indian and Eurasian.

Do we co-exist really? Yes, perhaps. You go to anywhere in Singapore, you will find a mix of Malays and chinese talking together.

I do have Indian, Malays friends. Not so much of Eurasians, because i haven't met one so far.

I play soccer with them, go out to sentosa to play with them. AND share jokes with them. However, when we joke about each other, it is in a most appropriate form. We know we don't mean to insult one another.

What i just said, is just the superficial side of us. I am aged 17, reaching 18 in a couple of days. However, As Singapore seeks to prevent her racial riots of the past, i doubt most of the young minds would seek to agree. Everywhere i go, i see signs of racial tensions. Even my friends.

One said, "You don't see he malay, he got eat pork one."

I was so taken aback by this statement.

Sometimes, it is the simple things we say that nobody notices that will cause the most tension.

As the saying goes, it only takes a spark to get the fire going.

How true.

I was in a Dota match yesterday. around 2am to 3am. Just because our team, had an indonesian, studying in Singapore. The opposition team took turns to insult him of his country. You know what i mean, the maids, the mother/father insults.

The Indonesian retaliated back in anger. This is what i call racial tension. If you are not careful, you end up offending someone. If i had to look back at the chat log, it will be in disgust. Strong words were use, often vulgarities and profanities. Even challenging to each other to fight. I told them to mind their words, yet they shot at me.

Singaporean teenagers or even younger, nowadays, are rapidly going to the darkside. They believe that hiding behind the computers, to talk about bad things, will not lead them to be caught. However, the recent cases of the racist bloggers had us think otherwise. Yes, we are taking action, but how effective it deems?

Young ones continue to defy and abuse. This is an increasingly bothering problem that we face. I remember in Secondary 3, Haris, my malay classmate, and me, were studying at this Kopitiam. Then, we saw a group of severely underaged muslims drinking beer. And it was no small amounts. It was cartons and cartons. My muslim friend saw justice, and we went to the police station to tip off. He is prepared to turn on "his people".

True justice seems to evade everyone. Even now, we young ones, turn a cold shoulder on the elderly that needs help. My friends just brushed aside an eldery who obviously had trouble with his wheelchair. Unable to be nonchalant about their attitude, i helped the old man, and received a "Gam Sia", which means "Thank You" in hokkien.

The world is rapidly changing, but so are the people. The problem will only get bigger. Everywhere in the world, there is problem, the wars, the conflicts. There are still people out there in pursuit for freedom. Yet , a lot of us allow ourselves to be pulled into this dark black hole.

To defeat this, we need to get to the root and eliminate the source of the problem. Right now it seems not to be working. But i still hope for the future to become the past again. If only...

Yong Hock

12:16 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006,

New Year, new life

Ok, welcome to the first post of the new year!

Alright, before flooding me with questions (YES i know you all have a lot!!!)
I would like to tell you all why i finally updated my blog. Everyone knew that i left the blog vacant last year. This was due to academic work in school.

7 days a week, 6 days in school. 9am to 11pm. LOL.

But this sem not so bad. the start of the term was tattered with my addiction to Dota. but it got better as i dawned upon my mistakes. Yeah, a friend called Yuze who was a total slacker in sem 1, reminded me. now i see his potential man, when he work hard. he has a bright future ahead.

Another factor was a new friend i made, called Syafiq. we never had been in the same class before. But, somehow, fate made it possible for us to meet and he guided me well.

Thanks to all, i was able to steer my devastating effect of term 1 to a fruitful one.

Another reason, was that my computer was down since last year. Imagine. Starting MSN takes you half an hour! sending an instant message is another 15 minutes. when that time passes, my computer auto restarts.

My dad, mum and brother chipped in to buy a new computer. And yeah, it is good. So i shall protect it from now on! this also means more posts!

The final reason is simple. I did not know wat to blog. even when i had free time in school i rather play dota. my blog just did not seize my soul. haha.

Now its the semester break. a final break for us. I can proclaim that i am year 2. received results just now while attending the briefing for the competition to add art to the new bridge at marina bay. Yeah, its really nice, based on DNA design. twisting bridge.

Project 1 - C
I am glad for this one. For Project 1A , i got D+ , and project 1 A was meant to represent 70% of the total scores. But i buckered up for Project 1B, to score enough to push this up to C.

Architecture Design Theory - A
I am really surprised here. Did not expect this. But i guess i scored on my presentations to keith. haha

Language and Culture: Japanese - A
Ok, this is another one of the unexpected grade. i was like so OMG. haha. I am able to understand basic japanese and speak. But no more than that. ok.

Creative Thinking - C+
Really really disappointed for this one. Expected an A. I dunno what happen. haha. sometimes things are really unexpected.

Drawing Fundamentals - A
Ok, i expected a distinction. haha. but this shows that peggy thinks that my drawing has that small flaw i need to correct. And i think so too.

Basic Video - B
This was the grade i had foreseen. so ya.

Semester 2 GPA - 3.25
Semester 1 GPA - 2.79
Cirmulative GPA - 2.92

YAY! slowly. i am climbing to my expectations. i hope i maintain 3.25 or maybe 3.5. haha.

OK THATS THE END OF THIS BORING POST! ahhaahah!
there will be more to come!

y h

7:36 PM