Decisions

yeah.. theres lots of decisions in life we would have to make
haha. rite now. there are quite a number of stuffs too

let's start.
start of the day. an easy wager. a choice to make. i was choosing whether to take mrt today or bus. den everytime i take bus to bedok tat time at this time. sometimes, a girl would come. sometimes she won come. so today i take. if she comes, i take mrt, if she doesn. i take bus.
i was tinking of bus already when 222 came. but ironically the girl came at the last min. so i took mrt. haha.. stupid way of making choices rite... btw i dunno the girl. just tat i everytime see her around my region.

next. how to approach.. er this one dun wan to say la. too private le.. haiz..
yeah.. o levels too.. i still tinking of whether to aim for jc or poly.. asked huda ma'am for opinion. still at lost ah..

yest forgot to blog abt pe.. it was my last pe lesson. kind of fun.. we had fun as a class. played handball in e hall.. first 2 matches.. i scored both.. one was a van nistelrooy inspired tap in while the other from some way out.. den after tat 4j come and disturb us. den become rugby match.. u shd have seen jeromy and josh man.. charging everyone.. haha..

my results so far..
hmm.. today got back chinese and dnt.. chinese from D7 to C5.. not bad. dnt first time passed..
but still all my results now still C grade... ahz. need to work harder and harder..

today something funny happen to me too..
i was going back from bugis. took 197..
den got 3 girls board e bus. one sat beside me.. she sat near to me.. den sit nearer. den she kind of dozed off.. i was wondering why sia. den i realise her movement . she was sitting real close le.. i can feel her shoulder.. den i quite the paiseh la.. haiyo.. den her head. was going to touch my shoulder. den her frens suddenly tapped her and laughed. i pretended to fall aslpp.. paiseh lor..

tml prom le.. but don feel quite like it.,

But she doesn't know how i feel..

i 2 days never blog le. haha. bz studying la..
yeah. study..
I said study. are u deaf or wat?
yes. S-T-U-D-Y..

crap. i dis kind of person will so early study one meh..haz..
anyway. today got back some of my prelims results.. not li xiang la. but then. i got put effort. tats man zhu gang.

lets see..
English -
Compo - 21/30
Letter - 15/30
Summary - 12.5/25
Compre - 9.5/25
Oral - 73/100
Bonus marks - tink 1 or 2.
Grand Total - 57/100
Grade - C5

ok. this is a freak show. i expected much more from this marks. yeah. i could have sworn tat i put a 110% into my compo. but then spelling errors alot.. haiz. minus 1 mark. then letter is one ting i damm angry at.. why can't HEAD OF IT.. WHO DOESN"T TEACH ANY FRIGGING THING.. be a non teaching staff.. hey this is crap. TOTAL CRAP. in the end. they gave me a pass?? hey hey.. i spent lots of time and effort tinking of the plot de leh.. sux la sux la.

nah. i over reactive le. anyway. compre and summary. i could not argue with it. it was my weak points. and i din go and improve on them. so. verdict. - pump more effort into english

Combined Humanities
* Social Studies -
SBQs - 10/25
Essays - 14/25
*History Elective
SBQs - 16/25
Essays - 16/25
Overall - 56/100
Grade - C5

this is another freak show. and some lame stuff. k. SS. i studied lor. i studied lor.. and i FAILED??? and my handwriting for first time was so neat lor.. sux la
Den surprise surprise. i never touch history. den guess wat. i got 32?? crazy fag. tcher said to me. hist elect study abit can fake ur way through liao.. ok fine. sux sia.
anyway. i don believe this is the downfall of my once okok comb humans.
I gonna brainstorm my way through at least a B3 for o levels.. i am going to do it

Elementary Mathematics
Part 1 - 36.5/80
Part 2 - 54/100
Total - 50/100
Grade - C6

OK. at least got man zhu gang in this sub!. FIRST TIME!. in 2 YEARS!
I PASSED MATHS !!! .. YEAH!!!.. 13 passes in my class.. AND YEA!!!.. ok. don be so happy. and ya. pt 1 was the killer section. not many ppl passed. tink 1 or 2 in my class only. heng heng my pt 2 did it. haha. i will work harder and put in my best to achieve a B3 for maths ba.

Pure Geography
Part 1 - 30/40 = 22.5/30
Part 2 - ??/70
Total - ??/100
Grade - ??

ok my mcqs i tink i could have done better. but then at least i did above the class average of 27. and i equal 4D's average of 30. not bad la. now i need to get 52.5 for my part 2 to get an A1. its not impossible. although its hard. pt 2 i realised got some mistakes le. but pls. this is e only subject i got confidence in getting a distinction le. friday will get back le. Hopefully.. distinction ba. *prays.

haven got back dnt , mt, comb sci. i don tink i will do well for any of these papers . haz..

anyway enuff of the prelim tok. its over le

lets tok my life.
i feel tat i am closer to my family le. i am beginning to like my dad more le. i dunno why. i just feel tat he has become nicer towards me and my mum. i hope my relationship with the family improves . especially with my bro. i have to thank miss chong . my sec 2 form tcher. for offering valuable advice on family last time.. haz...

these days. i just can't help but feel a sting of sarcasm everytime i use my phone. i tink use too much le. or my language too easy hurt ppl. haiz. i need to take a break and understand other ppl feelings first.

rather long post eh. haha. my back the veins got injured. about 3 or 4 of them ba. my mum help me rub. say 4 or 5 days of constant rubbing will be ok le. ahz. recurring injury sia. maybe i shd take a long break b4 my next bball match. but then again. i can't resist the temptation of it.
anyway. had a freak accident yesterday . i accidentally used my excercise set and clamp it on my hair. leaving some of my back part of hair bald.. pain sia. ....

If i have hurt you, i am sorry that i did
If i have caused you pain, I am in pain that i did
If i have neglect your feelings, i am feeling heartless tat i did
If i were to say that i can survive without you,
Then i would rather die
than tell a lie
If i would have to live my life without you
then i would never want to continue.
tats how impt u mean to me..

Never let go..

haha. me singin along queen of my heart again.. haha
no matter how far u may be
i just close my eyes..
you're in my dreams..
there you'll be ..
until we meet.

damm nice!. i noe this memory will last forever. hehz.
tml got damm practical. sux rite!? yeah la. but lucky no need so early. 10am. i later after tat. wanna ask aaron and suhairi go do some training.. haha. time is running out for my body.
er.. i have no idea why my air gear is not out yet.
i want it SIA!.

erer. today. as usual .. in the morn. my grandma hse.
den aftnoon went out with my dearest fren who keep insisting shes fat. haha. den i wad le.
watched the terminal. quite funny and lame .. haha. not as bad as wat my frens said.
went to pray too.
say my luck will turn.. hmmm..

ok. i go slp. le..
guess i need to return to see their training some day.

Life.

ok. i decided to update my life when i din blog durin the prelims.

i got a haircut. er. when cut halfway tat time. i looked at the mirror. it was e ideal cut for me. i mean. i loved it. but then . aiya. at e end. back to square one. so now. have to wait after prom to get my hair grow and have my style back

ah ya. i oso added a new comic to read after black cat, air gear and one piece.
yeah. its deathnote. its damm good. damm physco. damm mind infusin.
i read up to book 5 online. while i have book 1 and 2.haha.

i had some serious thots abt wat i was going do . get a life. u noe. get a job. get some books. change my likes. well.. i been tinking quite alot. but then. for now. i'll leave time to run while i taste the last part of my secondary sch life. its been a long way.. yeah.. from me in sec 1.. to now... taking the os. ya.. and red cross. of cos. i haven thought of wat days for the vip to attend. i will tink soon ba.

n nother stuffs.. i oso found back my wallet which i claimed i had lost. yeah. so wat. the wallet had no value inside. er maybe. nope. got one IC and ez link with no value inside. ya. but wat i wanted most when i got the wallet. is the letter inside. i was damm glad to find the letter still waterproofed by the taped ziplocked bag.. i din open the wrappin. i am just glad tat it is still with me. and i will treasure it well. even though the letter may mean nothin now. but it will always hold a special place in my heart. it will always be part of my memory. and of the life and change i led since the letter was given to me.. =)

on a brighter note. man u has comebacked le. not comeback kings. but comeback emperors. wat can u say when they defeated a resurgent liverpool and limmiting them to just a shot on target. and tat was from halfway line by xabi alonso.

now man u leading and winnin against totterham thru a van nistelrooy penalty.. he shd have gotten his 2nd goal man. but then disallowed. replays and commentry showed otherwise.

i have to start savin time and money le. haha. i still wanna go buy my prom shoes. er. or shd i save money by wearin the old ones. it doesn look nice. but i could do with pollishing it.

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces and walking
Back into the light

Into the sunset of the glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

my mood now. angels brought me here. and losing you. actually my mood all the times got associated with losin u one. haha

So tell me why
I'm swimming against the tide
I'm praying for a lifeline
Cos I'm losing you

So tell me why
You don't care enough to try
Are you giving up this fight?
I can't stand, wont stand
Losing you..

haz...

Queen Of My Heart

yeahz. dats my feeling now

i always look back
as i walk away..
this memory will last for eternity..
and all of our tears
would be lost in the rain..
and i found my way back
to your arms again..
and until tat day u noe u are..
the queen of my heart

yea!. today is THE END of prelims la. haha.. can slack a bit liao..

ok la. prelims. some hard some easy some ok. some unexpected. haha.. today immediately after end. slack liao. go play bball. i need to work out. too fat le. before prom..
. den after tat went out shop. er. 40 bucks.. hahah!..

nvm la. its all worth it u noe! a good days out.
ok.x tml is. bball again.
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