eyes pain.. so better blog now..
dunno why recently.. my eyes constant pain.. tink stare computer screen too much le.. anyway..ok.. i am going thru a rough patch in my life again...
hai~.. long time never use hai in this way le.. kz.. today wake up weird.. i found myself on the bed without blanket.. and my shirt??? .. guess i was dreaming abt a desert .. =___=|| tats kinda lame.. .. my left hand was numb even when i reach paya lebar.. weird.. the whole body warm warm except for tat left palm.. anyway.. i was sweating even in the coldness of the bus.. weird. reach sch.. jeromy saw me walking wif someone and say i dao. wth? i did say hi to him? urgh.. tat was just beginning of my bad day with him

first lesson. english ag. went 4a.. kinda lame.. she gave a test. still can do ba.. not much prob.. except tat some words dunno how to form sentence.. and i spelled unanimous wrongly.. i spelled as unaminous .. then aft tat played a grp game.. our grp got 1st in that round.. but kinda sad..cos out of 12 ppl in our grp.. onli me, rusydi, sherry and talkshow (lena) participated.. won by half point.. den kinda lame.. mrs poon.. say pass the parcel oso got grp points.. tat was LAME? i mean its like.. how do u ensure a fair challenge? anyway.. as we passed on.. ppl sabotage each other.. the most funny one was jiming putting the parcel into chia's bag..haha.. then the next round.. was someting vocab.. our grp finished first.. again .. it was the 4 of us.. and we onli made one mistake..tats gd.. others made more den 3 mistakes.. ok..we won. but then.. when the chocolates (parcel) reached us.. all the chocolates were already taken away by other ppl.. so lena took one, sherry took one, i took 1/4.. and offered rusydi another quarter. but he refused so i took tat quarter..haha..

well.. here comes the negative part of my blog again.. *evil*.. those who read my blog yest. sorry ah.. didn't mean it.. but just need to shout out.. hai~..
ce lesson.. do grp work.. i was like being suan all the way .. by everyone.. i mean.. i can take it one.. normally.. but when everyting collects and piles up.. i will explode one.. duno why.. this few days had been very bad.. the worst is.. when i am upset.. even mrs ong can see it.. my frens failed to.. when ce lesson ended.. i walked to my seat and just laid down on my table.. recess liao.. i wanted to stop it frm coming.. i couldn't take it anymore.. my tears were bursting out.. i tink i'm lk this.. emotional.. typical of pisces guy.. but they onli burst out when jeromy answered mrs ong .. when she ask why i look upset.. he said " don care abt him la.. he's just slping" .. i was so hurt.. i mean its lk.. i treated him as my gd fren.. hai.. anyway.. josh is the onli person who stayed behind to accompany me.. along wif mrs ong.. mrs ong kept asking me wat happened.. and ask me if i need to tok to someone abt my probs.. well.. the prob is.. i.. am uncertain of myself.. i got worries.. but do not wish to be of a burden to anyone.. cos last time.. i remembered..i got one fren.. i shared with him my probs.. in e end.. he say i am a nuisance to him.. so i sort of lose hope.. preferring to keep things to myself.. even when i'm sad.. i'm sort of forced to smile..

haz.. anyway.. went to wash face and just grab a bite and had a drink.. aft tat wanted to go back class to take my dnt folio + bag.. for dnt lesson.. then saw mrs lee in my class.. then she told me to come and scolded me for no obvious reason..suay lk hell.. i mean its lk.. i nvr done anything wrong???? oh fk.. she sucks.. and recorded down my name as well.. din even listened to my explanation.. aft assembly.. mrs chen looked fierce and scolded us for staying in class.. i mean is lk.. i nvr done anything wrong again.. i explained.. she stared at me angryly.. den she went down to tok to vp.. mrs lee wanted to see her.. so we went for lessons.. had to clean up our classroom.. so our class worked real hard.. united.. to clean the class.. nw it looks much better.. =) then met mrs chen again.. this time still see tat same angry look on her.. but then she asked me to come over.. and she sort of smiled? say this time nvm.. just warn me not to come at dangerous time to take my folio.. if not vp catch.. i'm glad she understood .. tink is mrs ong go tok to her ba.. mrs ong had let me to stay in the class until 11am then go wash face and grab a bite.. nvrtheless.. i just glad tat they understood..

anyway..during dnt lesson today.. 2 period.. slow progress.. just spent the entire time finding and cutting out an aluminium rod.. but now i beginning to see my artefact forming liao.. =) .. stupid sia.. huimin keep teasing me abt me losing my foto.. everytime walk past her.. she will ..eh quek.. eh yong hock.. i will "ya?" .. she will " hav u found ur foto".. and i will diao.. and she will laugh..arghh... now online she oso doin it to me.. and say wat i nvr write her testimonial.. she will post my pic online.. i oso dunno hw she get one...argh... nvm.. tink too long liao the blog.. shall end it here.. nitey nites