"looking at the crowded street.. listening to my own heartbeat"

today ah.. a bit better wif test le.. at least nvr fall aslp.. hmm... its the same old stuff.. ignoring the alarm clock.. waking up just in time to catch the mrt .. =_=" .. gotta take bus but no time sia.. tink must discipline myself le.. after sch immediately got geog test in audi.. when i did finish wif josh.. went to ask mrs choi.. then after grabbing a quick lunch .. when i came to audi wif josh..ppl were already like..woah..wah.. =_=|| but the comical thing tat happened next was tat.. my bag was actually entangled with the seat.. and i sort of " tripped " .. urgh! .. ppl were laughing at mi big time sia.. all i did was to look up and did nothing else..
hmmm.. after tat went for the discussion wif yf,yl,sw and edwin.. we were praying tat the training would be approved.. but never too good... cuz of the teacher got course..haiz.. then sort of.. started to lose interest in planning.. tink is disappointment ba

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yea.. mayb huda too harsh la.. i know ur disappointment and anger after so much things.. so much time and effort.. all gone down the drain? but then.. u got said b4.. why are u doing all dis for.. its for the cadets rite.. i noe.. mayb after mid yr.. we may nt hav the mindset to enjoy.. or to organise this ting le.. but then... now realli too harsh ba..cuz even if we managed to get the training.. dun tink we will be running smootly ba.. cuz..lack of time to plan.. and reccee.. huda was asking mi why u suddenly like this.. very unlike u.. she was tinking whether is that never do work one influence u or not... mayb ba.. but then i noe is really after so much effort.. u don wan to put more effort into something tat is not going to work.. but then.. we believe.. edwin was already so stressed le.. he did so much.. but didn't give up.. cuz he believe.. there is always the bit of hope present baz.. even so.. we oso cannot give up on e plan liddat baz.. why waste our efforts.. we can work the plan out on another day.. i believe in u.. i noe u are still holding a fire for the comb. training.. we will be waiting wor..