Wednesday, April 14, 2004,
today ah.. even earlier blog.. abit sian.. just thought abt some stuff..
" there was a tinge of melachony in his voice as he crept down in desolation "
maybe this line can describe my feelin . nw ba.. i don feel tat happy..haz.. lotsa stuff need to do.. got lotsa stuff but little time.. alwaez the case..
i been finding a slot to go and make ic.. but everytime turn out no time.. tml die die muz make.. cuz mata call liao.. k abt tat.. hmmm.. tml i shd be free to collect badges on the way first eh.. haha..
ok.. letz tok abt today's sch life.. its one of e gd dayz i hav ba.... i managed to tok to everyone nicely today.. phew~... haha.. then tok to aaron extra nice..phew~.. guessed we are back on good terms.. mi claz mates ate mi marshmallows today.. actually wan give to whole class one.. but not enuff.. sorry hor~.. tml i go buy lots.. today hist test quite doable ba... if i did it correctly.. shd be able to score high.. i came up with a check list yest. turned out fine.. cuz i don owe any hw.. haha.. den aft ag modular.. jus sit wif rc frens to tok cock abit until 5 pm then go 7 eleven .. den go home.. met up with big bro vern.. and gay des. vernon quite lame and funny la... had fun joking.. heez..
up to dis point still in happie mood la.. until i reach home.. i went toilet.. was tinking abt my blog.. i wonder if actually got ppl read or not...
see my tag msg so empty.. is ppl leave a msg there when i ask them to.. after tat.. no reply le.. so sian.. ppl i nvr expected to read.. read my blog sia.. how ironic!.. ppl lk chia.. (not vernon hor) .. and josh actually read.. hez.. nt bad la.. but u all leave tag msg la.. if not i feel so lonely.. hmm.. am i just a person everyone toks to.. but not a close fren.. to everyone.. am i just a fren?
i want to be more than a fren.. i want to be close frens.. my mind and heart tells me tat we are.. but my 3rd tinking tells me tat we are onli frens.. haiz.. wat crap man..haha.. no la.. after i blog.. i would feel better le.. everyting lk this de.. nw i go play awhile.. juz realised mid year is 18 days away..haiz..........
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