Dawn

once a day upon
through all where darkness
light shall bring upon hope

Raise me up
From hell to heaven
Shine me in
From darkness to light

nah.. todya was the chinese o lvls.. well.. i studied.. but quite late.. the paper 1 was abit tough la.. but still can do.. hmmm.. paper 2 was a disaster for me.. yeas.. damm it.. words i studied never even come out.. shiet!.. not even one 4 words one come out.. wat the.. nah.. i am back.. i am looking forward towards the next test. i will do it next time.. yeas

then today whole day play winnning eleven against hj and read comix.. one piece 13 le...wow..my picket $$.. gone le!... unluckily lost to hj ...arghhh...

tats the end of yet another boring day at yh's.. tml will be an even more boring day with sch///////!

Thought

yesterday never exactly blog.. i dunno whether i purposely or wat..
but wat happened yesterday was an event i would put to my back of my mind

but it will always stay in my mind.. forever..
yeah.. went sch at 10.. played bball for 1 hr.. den realised my mum not here yet.. told teacher.. had time to do other stuff.. but can't find om to explain yet.

alas my mum came.. wat happened next was a total disaster.. i told myself tat i could keep the cool.. i could keep my temper.. but no it had to be out.. yeah.. i was first time for my life.. put through counselling.. hai.. shux..
next just went to find one piece 11.. can't find.. so had to settle for air gear 5.. quite nice.. one of my favourite from air gear as yet.. ended up finding tat 11 in simei popular.. cos i thought last time i saw it dere.. but no.. don have oso.. well.. shucks.. ended up whole day spent at simei..cos sort of lazy to move here and dere.. din want to go home too.. it would be too awkward.. yeah..

well.. studied.. chinese. eat dinner .. there goes my money.. spent 20++ bucks on food and drinks yest. shucks...
ok.. den went to play bball at bedok somewhere.. couldn't concentrate at all... nah.. ended up at home .. tired like hell.. den just tok a while on fone before slumberland claimed my soul

today.. woke up to watch digimon again..dotted..
went to my grandma hse as usual.. den dropped off at bedok before goin home.. got one piece 12.. er... abit the fast.. i din noe bk 11 is so impt.. haiz.... out of print..

was walking on my way back and saw izzad ..tat guy from tk.. sec 3 one.. whom i played with .. soccer.. tat time with my bro.. surprised he said hi to me.. so had a brief chat with him b4 heading home to further study..

i regret. tml chinese. yet i am struggling.. coz i am lazy. i don want this anymore. its not too late. i can start anew. yes. i want to improve at an unbelievable rate. although my average is .. D7 now.. i believe. hardwork can bring me up again. yeah. i don care if teacher say i can't even go into poly. i will prove everyone wrong.. damm wrong. i will win. the final battle.

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H	Hilarious
O	Old
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as the day gets older.. my body is beginning to feel better.. every passing second is restoring my body .. haha

okok.. thanks for all my frens concern.. haha.. it helps.! =).. now i don feel as xing ku.. at least don cough as much.. no more blowing on the hanky.!..

morning tat time online.. haris joked with me abt the cancer thingi again..haha.. he said he oso coughing.. then i say he oso kena cancer.. so fun!..

lucky hm help me check my index.. forgot abt the whole damm thing.. early morning mdm sarina msged me to explain to om tml.. urgh.. tat sux big time..

ok.. spent the afternoon.. trying to focus on studying.. yeah it went well.. well... until the power was cut off.. and it was damm bloody hot.. ok.. so i got distracted.. and went to slack..after the power came back on had no motivation.. but kind of funny when hj called me to check whether i was studying...

after tat eat dinner.. den just study abit.. and stare at cm0304.. man.. my nistelrooy is in top form.. 3 hatricks in 5 games
lol.. mido can't sign.. the work permit can't get..
but i managed to get delgado work permit ready and working le..!
i tink i will go slp now.. although my souls are being disturbed by Hey Ya! playing on my computer now... shake it! shake it!....

Persevering

Had a damm early nite yesterday..sleep damm long.. 10 hours..
tried to study.. the pain got e better of me

yeah.. when i woke up.. my throat was in such a pain.. dry lk siao.. can't even speak a word.. i received a sms this morn.. quite like it.. started my day afresh.. i still pondering whether i shd go see doctor later.. maybe for the good.. i shd.. but on other hand.. i realli don want my mum or dad to waste money on me..

anyway.. later after eating breakfast.. bathe.. rest a while.. i will go study le.. wish me luck...
hope my body can pick the strength again.. aching like siao.. damm sickness..

anyway.. discovered a nice song in my computer.. ai bu liu by zhang xin zhe.. damm nice

Fire!

yeah.. wada kouji with Fire!.. digimon frontier theme song.. but quite motivating..

i today even worse.. the cough is intoxicating me.. it is enclosing my every entrance for oxygen..yeah.. practically coughing every minute.. tats real bad.. bad.. anyway.. this sickness .. flu.. and cough.. has been making me weak and temperament..
so bear with me a more k.. frens?

yah.. today morning.. woke up with guilt.. shivers. tried to find the key again.. yet again to no avail.. so took my stuff and went to bedok to catch e bus to sch.. nowadays taking bus cos i wan watch one piece in e morn.. as i reached interchange.. i tink i saw yu ching again.. well she was walking damm fast.. just when i was abt to say hi to her.. haris and anas saw me. sort of.. haris pointed to his folio and said " never bring ah?"

gosh!.. tats it.. rushed home.. made more than 30 calls to home.. nobody picked up..lucky bro was at home... dotted.. so in e end.. instead of being able to buy a comic today and watch one piece.. ended up.. with $3.. dotts... reached sch.. decided to face e music .. it was the most terrible moment in my life.. as in red cross life.. terrible... i want to learn from it.. i want to prove ppl wrong.. .. haiz..

today abit blur.. thought got geog.. brought it.. dotted.. first 3 periods.. english.. i never pay attention as usual.. i tink i want to start listening to poon lesssons again.. i don want to get poor grades for english.. even if she onli teaches vocabs..

after sch.. was feeling quite disappointed.. as i din get a copy of the chinese notes.. nah.. its just e sickness.. but after tat.. hj fotocopied for me free.. hj and wt very motivating.. they want me study chinese..ok.. i will and must.. wait. i need to get to the inhaler first.. its coming.. the stupid qi chuang...

oh ya and my dnts finishing soon liao.. phew~

Could i have this kiss forever?

ok.. there is a serious shortage of nice nice songs recently.. dotted.. haz.

today . . i whole day still noseblocked.. which is bad? at least for my mum.. who would need to spend more time and effort nagging at me and washing my hankies. eww.. yuks.

morning reached sch super early.. well.. rather than the 7.15 i was getting used to. so did quite some dnt before falling prey to the sian bug.i tink its quite terrible cos tml i have to bring 2 folios to sch.. joshes's one and mine. urgh. tat sux. nah.. tat totally is a big turn off. . shd not hav lent his folio.. but a big thanks anyway =)

NE day? a first in our sch. but nonetheless.. boring
first half .. or shd i mean first 3/4 of e day was spent on doing some stupid chinese paper.. which i slacked. and slack.. well.. other than playing with baba.. nothing else ba?

after tat watched homerun. yeah.. watched once before.. watch children of heaven.. the original one..i was told tat tat show would induce tears on even the hardest souls.. was tink.. tink slacking in the gallery with des annoying me by "messaging" me.. sort of..

after sch le.. went to show folio to mr terrible potassium hydroxide .. i was lucky.. damm. yeah.. i need lots of luck nowadays.. he din scold me.. phew.. haha...

after tat.. went home.. very sian affair. walked to tkg bustop with ken khoon pestering me.. nah.. i shook him out of my way.. managed to board 32.. then as i sat at the last row.. saw yu ching.. or rather.. yu ching saw me and said hi.. yeah.. den the next moment i just looked out the window.. then i turned back.. she came sit beside me .. oh great. not such a lonely bus trip anymore..la~.. joking =P

she toked to me abt ulc,ulp,edc.. well everyting abt red cross.. yeah mother tongue too.. urghh..
hmmm.. one interesting note.. her unit organising this camp... then got campfire.. they inviting 11 schs..
tk,vs,manjusri,evergreen,ri,rg,scgs, i tink chij, forgot the rest le..hahaz.. great.. but the date isn't.. its on 22nd of june.. which coincentally on e 2nd day of our day camp.. but great as we can attend.. cos campfire is in e nite...
er.. duh? yup..

after tat just went home.. tried desperately to find tat red cross room key.. forget it.. i'm dead.. i'm apathetic soul loser.. a irresponsible leader.. haiz... just now mdm sarina msged me.. dunno wat to say liao.. i tml facing the music .... hai... string of bad events..

tink tml go sch early again.. i feel kind of sick le..had to see mdm sarina early tml.. confirm. dead.

Out of this touch

sian.. yest nvr online..cos sick.. down with flu, fever.. now cough..

so slept at 8 after taking panadol..

today even worse.. sian sia.. but after playing bball today after sch felt much better... won josh.. although i tink he give me chance.. losst jeromy.. lost bomb 3-2..urghh.. tyco missed one.. lost vernon 3-2 after 2 chops..
nah.. why am i still here./.. i shd be doin my folio.. mr koh threatened me again.. sianz...

Ocarina

as my soul rages on
my heartbeat thumped
against my own footsteps

as i dropped to the ground
like fallen arrows and spears
i see nothing but darkness

its all over me
its engulfing the light in me
its here.-

wat a start to the blog.. dotted..

anyway.. today is sunday.. officially the sian and boring day..
morning.. i was still kind of frustrated and moody after yest.
nah.. it got better when i ate breakfast away from the hot sun and when i passed by guardian.. passing past shops like watsons and guardian.. would always remind me of someting..

watched my fair princess at grandma hse.. 3rd time le..but never failed to get attracted by e show.. went home.. slack.. on computer play game a while.. den go out.. buy one piece 10 and ate dinner.. and got my specs.. abit uncomfortable... becos long time no wear..
went home.. slack.. read comics.. with music on.. then tok on fone a bit

after tat.. decided to write this blog.. got quite angered or moodified by someone's sms.. i deleted it le anyway.. haiz..
so decided to slp early and wake early tml

misunderstood

today was the combined training with vs.. early morning came to sch.. found tat i was alone.. until i saw sw. then found elias at e bus stop.. so just sat with him..

vs sitting posture is good.. we shud learn from them.. hai.. angel and devil was fun.. but tireness got the better of me.. running from 3 grps at one time isn't any joke...

next up.. instead of goin for lunch me and elias.. went to shoot some hoops instead.. i guess i get along well with him.. after lunch , i went with elias to set up his station.. so gross.. but kind of.. our idea too.. chili everywhere.. strings everywhere.. insecticide on e floor.. got bench somemore....eww.w... i forgotten abt my own station.. lucky managed to get it done in time.. by e time.. me and wing tai was practically slacking.. becos no business.. management crisis...

after tat was debrief. before the awaited match.. vs against tk.. we fielded in myself, hj and zheng jue agaisnt one sec 3 guy, reyneth and elias.. anyway.. won.. nah. i don mean any disrespect to u all.. tink is becos zheng cai not here.. if he was here.. shd be a closer fight.. then went on to play some more matches.. shooting was off.. completely off.. dunno wat happen oso.. e day b4 was ok.. underbasket good ba.. rebounding tat time.. i tink i injured edwin.. very sorry.. cos tats e way i rebound..

after tat.. went to eat and watch arcade.. then just go home. damm irriated and tired. i don care. nvm

misunderstood.. why?
i'm still misunderstood.. guess tat i dunno how to bring out my feelings properly..

If its not the end

hmm.. blog abit before going buy raffia and train bball and MAKE NEW SPECS!!~

now tats great.. ok.. today was quite lame.. i said i wanted to walk to sch.. but !.. i din set the alarm clock =__=|||.. in the end woke up at 6.`15... tats late.. or shd i say extremely late?

i brought crackers at paya lebar before walkin to sch . .. quite sweat.. slept in class alot.. arghh.. huimin got it rite =_=.. she told me tat i would fall asleep.. haz.. ok.. recess play abit bball.. was quite sucky la.. but josh taught me a new way to shoot..or shd i say correct my shooting.. now i gonna train!!.. tml VSRCCU challenging TKRCY.. although i had a feeling of losing.. nah.. we will win!... ok i mean we would put in our best?

now misunderstood blasting at my computer now.. which reminds me tat i haven feature any songs yesterday.. here u go
Guang Liang- Di yi Ci and Ru guo ni hai ai wo
Blink 182- I miss you

tml is combined trainig.. hopes it goes well.. other than tat.. hopes this revamp.. in my life.. this massive construction would be better..meanwhile i hope tat happiness will follow them wherever they go..

gosh..ya.. someting funny..aaron was putting the "act smart.. dilly dally.. in e end.. no answer" mask.. haha!

Fading into oblivion

eyes so tired..haha.. sian.. today same ting never eat until dinner time.. surviving on mineral water.. sian.. later have to go make ice water.. tml i tink i walking to sch.. wanna try it out.. tat means gotta wake up very early... hmmmm.. 4.30 am have to wake up.. 5.16 am leave house.. so should reach school around 7am..

but dunno la.. see la.. if i too tired.. then postpone this walk to another day.. tink is postpone ba..haha ..ZzZzzZZ..

when the rainbow and sunshine of your life happened to be covered by clouds, i will be still here everywhere for you..

today sian.. vs ppl come our sch to discuss comb training...nothing much .. was toking lame jokes to hj..

today i feel like scolding rusydi to wake up... i mean..he should stand up and prove others wrong.. instead..he's running away.....haiz...

tats all for a boring me.. I WILL STUDY FOR CHINESE.. I WANT TAT GRADE BADLY.. if onli.. i receive motivation.. haz..nah.. i will work hard for my own.. not for anyone else.. not even for ..
lol.

Endearing Contentment

Send someone to love me..
i need to rest in alms..
keep me safe from harm
in pouring rain..

give me endless summmer..
lord i feel e cold
fear i getting old
before my time..

as my soul feels the pain
i will grow through this rain
lord i'm doing all i can..
to be a better man..

better man by robbie williams..

today we have
Robbie Williams - better man
Linkin Park - Numb
Simple Plan - God must hate me

yest. first time never use com.. tired.. dunno why this few days damm tired..
lost my wallet..yea.. again.. haven reported..hai... no money to eat nowadays... cos need to pay for my own expenses.. today ate no bites .. nt even a simple snack.. erm.. maybe tat zi cai tat yf din want to eat.. other than tat.. but then i don feel hungry.. dunno why.. just feel plain tired

dinner was crap.. 8 sticks of otah.. plus i managed to rummage the fridge to find a frozen sandwich.. well.. tats gross. but still need to hav e energy..

online.. sheena tok abt committee.. reminded me abt tat time.. between me and yl.. the ma'ams , sirs.. vis.. teachers.. couldn't choose the chairperson..

yup.. today was a soulful one..
however.. my feeling now should be bearing an endearing contentment..
so why am i crying inside my heart? nah.. its just a fake feeling.. it will be gone.. my heart will realise it sooner..
my heart will be numb soon.. all it takes is time.. i don wanna tink bout it.. it sux.. nah.. nah.. i'm crap.. i sux.. hai.. perhaps... i am not a gd fren.. a gd confidante.. a gd waiter.. or wat.. all i noe is.. attention doesn't bow to me... urgh.. i'm just crap.. nitez.

The hardest thing

its the hardest thing to do..
to look u in the eye..
and say i don love you..

Well..Featured songs today are
98 Degrees - The Hardest Thing
S Club - Never had a dream come true
MLTR - Breaking my heart


ahaz.....today ah..
weird mixture between sian and hot

first ting in morn ss plus hist paper.. i can't believe it.. this is the first time i failed a combined humans paper.. 48/100

and i thought i studied for history.. had lots of confidence..all down the drain.. from today.. i shall work hard hard for combined humans.. i will get back to where i was.

then argued with aaron, jeromy, jimmy over red cross... i guess i defended red cross .. too harshly.. recess des squeezed me on baba.. then baba.. took e chance to whack me =___=..

english passed.. 53.33.. phew.. barely scraped thru.. haiz.....
geog.. 2nd highest in class.. 62.. very unexpected..
combined humans scared me and gave me surprises..
Practical - 14/15 .. this is the biggest surprised.. tan kee hoe was saying e average marks was 7-8.. den not so gd.. so was realli surprised when hafiza said i was highest..
chem paper was worse 31/65.. failed
physics 33/65.... passed barely..
mcq on e dot... 20/40...

siaz.. bad terrible marks.. gotta chiong liao

Closed

today had the aids awareness programme.. although it is kind of boring.. with the speeches.. i tink they are more on their own personal views on aids instead.. but i still tink it is meaningful.. as i looked into the flame of the candle.. it reminds me of the aids patients.. they are suffering.. their life.. could end any time.. just like the candle.. but .. if onli there was no discrimation

some ppl oso darn rude.. ppl saying chants and prayers.. got one lady laughing.. got one man sleepin.. i had the mind to stare at them and i tink the lady got abit quiet after e staring..

otherwise... just now during e walk.. somebody said someting.. tat poisoned my mood.. tat injected pain into my already shaky emotional system.. when she said tat.. i had to deny it.. although she aimed me.. i cannot deny it.. wat she said was true.. she read my mind.. although i thought she couldn't have.. nobody had read my mind.. except for this person whom i don tok to ... tis person...had gave my heart a tight slap.. a stab....

and for tat.. i went crazy, paranoid, stupid, lame, scared.. watever negative emotions u can tink of.. a big apology to lin hao and huda ma'am for my craziness just now.. walked home.. slowly.. sang songs.... out of e blue.. to my own tune.. although other ppl would tink i'm crazy and monotonous.. but i loved it.. the feeling...reached home.. on e computer to listen song and lie flat on e ground... totally defeated and exhausted..

morning went to pray .. and bai my grandpa and his mother...
quite meaningful
my frens.. as always i had prayed for your happiness =)

otherwise.. i am sunken deep into the words tat person said.......

Waiting

I will be here..
Don't u cry..

you'll be in my heart..
yes.. you'll be in my heart..
you will stay on.. now and forever..

you'll be here.. in my heart..
no matter wat they say..
Always...~

Featured Songs today
Phil Collins - you'll be in my heart
Mandy Moore - Cry
Bryan Adams - I will always return

yea.. early morns.. later goin to go to bai my grandpa.. haiz.

after tat tink goin meet yf,sw,hj,wt early at tm ba.. haven decided time yet.. see first ba.. got aids awareness
yest. very funny..hahaha

training resumed..we had to choose the ppl goin for ulp.. but duno whether they can make it.. just hope ba.. will try to help.. other than tat.. after training jus play bball a while..damm tired.. slept in the bus.. den very funny.. somebody slept on e floor with her legs up.. then thought "wake up" become arcade sound..haha.. thought she not slping sia.. in e end turns out to be realli slping..hahaz..
shall not mention name.. if not she kill me....lol


anyway..all for now
*********************************************************************no matter wat.. no matter how much time.. i will still be
waiting**************************************************************

No place that far


yeah.. haven blogged for 2 days.. tink been battling against the sleep bug.. anyway.. recently.. sad sad tings happen.. like the iraq thing.. haiz....

how come everytime got quarrels. hai.... anyway... hope it ends soon..

wa.. realli dunno wat to type.. tink i tinking abt later training too much le ba.. hahaha.. plus stupid com..

yesterday went aaron hse with su and rusydi.. we at first go sim lim tower to get aaron's dnt stuff.. then went bugis get my comics..after tat.. long mrt trip.. to pasir ris.. su and me borrowed some training equipment from aaron.. great man...... he so muscular sia... su and me have to catch up.. especially me.. quite fun la the training equipment.. and straining..

played soccer.. training.. damm tired..


tats all ba..

Bring me back to the past


i had always been living in the past..haha..

dunno why.. never seemed to grow up.. i always toked abt nothing's gonna change my love for u is my fav song.. yet never tok abt it..haha


now i at frens hse... abit tired after the soccer match.. i was fiery .. just now.. cos of that bugger amin.. anyway.. had a match.. Summerblue VS GC .. i don bel0ng to any of them.. but i end up in summerblue team.. 4 on 4.. well.. the 3 sets... 1st - we won 7-4 i tink.. 2nd one - GC thrashed us 7-0 .. third one... lost 7-3 .. wasn't helping much.. guessed i was too tired..

anyway.. here's e story.. i am always a strong believer in promises.. dunno why.. i take them strongly... tats why i alwasy look back to the old.. and frens out there.. when i promised u all someting.. i will never ever turn back on me... m

nothing's gonna change my love for u.. by glen medeiros is a very nice song.. in 1987. it always never fail to describe my feelings.. until the day the flame is gone

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

kudos to glen medeiros.. my fav singer..

This is it

yeah.. this is it.. blogging activities is back.. after a quite lengthy absence.. through this weeks.. of exams.. been studying..haha.. quite obvious rite.. with huda ma'am.. thanks alot ma'am... with yf ..haha happy bdae too! .. with harris.. haha.. i tink need to play bball 2 more yrs then grow la.. some papers were tough.. i mean most...lol..
lets see

English - tink shd pass.. the compre damm hard
Chinese - compo write totally off topic.. sure fail
Maths - chances of passing is 20%
Physics - well.. i studied.. so shd be able to pass..
Chem - abit the tough.. tink barely pass
history - shd be able to pass.. problem is see whether high marks or not
ss - didn't bother to study.. cos i hate mariam.. nvm.. i will get distinction at prelims let her see..haha
dnt- dunno ah.. mixed hopes
geog - tink can pass la

haha..all is got pass word.. no high marks..haha .. anyway.. i been running round singapore these few days.. everytime ppl ask me i will tell them i buying or looking for stuff..well actually i was looking for sand.. trying to know how to colour sand.. now tat i noe =) tats good!!.. lucky lucky noe one... those who want to learn to colour sand .. can ask me.. heh heh..!

anyway.. gotta blog tml morning.. got something to say.. today.. just went to pasir ris and colour sand ba.. other than tat.. then give yf her bdae prezzie..nothing else..yeah..playing cm0304.. damm liverpool.. one point lead..

Defence
Tim Howard - Commanding goalkeeper
Mikael silvestre - commanding left back
Gary Nevile - experienced right back
Or
Wes Brown - explosive full back
Rio Ferdinand - World Class centre back
Lucio - World Class Centre back
Or
John O Shea - Commanding Centre back

Midfield
Deco - Midfield Playmaker
Mikel Arteta - Midfield Playmaker
Sebastian Deisler - Midfield Playmaker
Keane - World Class Midfielder
Giggs - flamboyant midfielder
Scholes - Cultured Midfielder
Or
Eric Djemba Djemba - Midfielder
Kleberson - Flamboyant Midfielder

Attack
Ruud Van Nistelrooy - World Class Stiker (1st choice)
Christiano Ronaldo - Wonderkid (2nd choice)
Solsjaer - Experienced Striker (4th choice)
David Bellion - Explosive Striker (5th choice)
Mads Timm - Stiker (Reserves)
Forlan - Striker (third choice)

Without a doubt

yea.. exams period.. so nvr updatez..
this few days had been studying with frens.. especially yest.. damm tiring.. huda ma'am taught me chem .. i so stupid.. don understand so much stuff.. den today chem.. some qns.. i mean alot dunno hw to do.. =X.. actually not alot oso.. haha.. after tat.. go back home chat on fone.. den rush back to study with harris.. quite shag..ok.. i tink i did alrite for geog mcqs.. chinese entirely off topic.. sure dead liao..haiz... and i thought tat was my best written essay for chinese..

english.. challenged myself to "green" .. first time i used the word maverick.. hmm.. hope.. to get high marks =D... later goin study wif harris again.. den play bball.. haha

kk.. dis few days. had been nothing short of.. the happiness i desired.. i longed to have... haizzzzzzzzz........~~~~~~~~~~~

outside.. ppl may see me as a person who got everything i wished for.. but the actual fact.. things had been gloomy... my heart and mind is still refusing to let go of the memories..

arghh.. forget abt tat.. now exams.. if i don get well.. i may be on my way out of red cross already.. can't.. i cannot be out of red cross.. better buck up

Angels brought me here

it´s been a long and winding journey
but i´m finally here tonight
picking up the pieces
walking back into the light
into the sunset of your glory
where my heart and future lie
there´s nothing like that feeling when i look into your eyes
my dreams came true when i found you
i found you...
my miracle

if you can see what i see
that you´re the answer to my prayers
and if you can feel
that tenderness i feel
you would know
it would clear that angels brought me here

it´s like a start of a story
feels like i´ve been born again
every breath is your love
every heart beat speaks your name
my dreams came true right here infront of you
my miracle
if you can see what i see
you´re the answer to my prayers
if you can feel the tenderness i feel
you would know
it would be clear that angels brought me here

i would be forever grateful
forever thankful...
my dreams came true when i found you...
my miracle
if you can see what i see
you´re the answer to my prayers
if you can feel the tenderness i feel
you would know
it would be clear that angels brought me here...

angels brought him here.. guy sebastian... this is his first single off his album.. very nice ballad.. go listen =)~~!!

yest. nvr blog..quite fun day... had fun rocking the hse at ymca.. i was feeling abit of depression in morn.. but got bettter while at ymca.. studied a bit..drew some stuff..haha.. den we played lan after tat.. me, e2, rainy, riku, onimuru, kujo.. hahaha.. had quite alot of fun in e day.. toking abt kamui very eateable face.. toking abt oni's toilet habit.. riku's takoyaki.. and the collab for taka.. heys.. cheer up..
today most probably..will go study den play bball as a starter for tml.. exam le..