Endearing Contentment

Send someone to love me..
i need to rest in alms..
keep me safe from harm
in pouring rain..

give me endless summmer..
lord i feel e cold
fear i getting old
before my time..

as my soul feels the pain
i will grow through this rain
lord i'm doing all i can..
to be a better man..

better man by robbie williams..

today we have
Robbie Williams - better man
Linkin Park - Numb
Simple Plan - God must hate me

yest. first time never use com.. tired.. dunno why this few days damm tired..
lost my wallet..yea.. again.. haven reported..hai... no money to eat nowadays... cos need to pay for my own expenses.. today ate no bites .. nt even a simple snack.. erm.. maybe tat zi cai tat yf din want to eat.. other than tat.. but then i don feel hungry.. dunno why.. just feel plain tired

dinner was crap.. 8 sticks of otah.. plus i managed to rummage the fridge to find a frozen sandwich.. well.. tats gross. but still need to hav e energy..

online.. sheena tok abt committee.. reminded me abt tat time.. between me and yl.. the ma'ams , sirs.. vis.. teachers.. couldn't choose the chairperson..

yup.. today was a soulful one..
however.. my feeling now should be bearing an endearing contentment..
so why am i crying inside my heart? nah.. its just a fake feeling.. it will be gone.. my heart will realise it sooner..
my heart will be numb soon.. all it takes is time.. i don wanna tink bout it.. it sux.. nah.. nah.. i'm crap.. i sux.. hai.. perhaps... i am not a gd fren.. a gd confidante.. a gd waiter.. or wat.. all i noe is.. attention doesn't bow to me... urgh.. i'm just crap.. nitez.