Rain

they say rain can wash away all your troubles..
people play in the rain..
people dance in the rain..
people in the deserts cheer when rain comes..
there is joy when there is rain

but..

is rain that cheerful...?

why do people cry in rain
why do soldiers fall in rain
why do entire cities get flooded by rain
why do you feel lost when there is rain?

aha.. today topic is rain.. cos .. aiyah later write until e last part then write..
today morning board bus with alvin..
haha.. somebody hair no problem ma.. haha.. lucky doctor never prescribe to other hospital ah!?

yeaz.. then reach sch tok cock .. go english lessons...tok cock again.. after all it is oral sessions rite? .. so tok like siao.. best ting is just becos i said a stupid lame joke.. lena laugh like siao.. den whole class say siao!.. haha
den after tat was mt.. i listened abit.. toking abt oral.. hmm!..
den after tat was ss.. woops.. first time i listen to ss lesson...wow.. i paid attention never fall aslp somemore

after sch played bball awhile.. dammm.. i sprained my fingers.. 2 of them.. now they are swollen like siao.. so i am typing with pain now... my mum just dressed them up.. look funny.. but the medicine damm pain... so are my fingers..they look out of shape...

i reading book 14 le..
ok here goes

walking home tat time.. de dark clouds.. turned into rain.. rain .....
so i ran... then suddenly.. it was heavy rain... real heavy... with lightning ... i saw lightning just 50m away from me.. or less than tat..... then the lightning strike the shelter... damm LOUD!!...
being back at this shelter.. reminded me alot..abt the past.. abt one yr back...
then i saw one cat... it ran in the rain.. den i was ... why is it so brave and i am still cowardly? ... so i put my specs in my front pocket and ran .. reached another shelter...was abt to head home.. when i saw this kitten...this black kitten.. in the rain.. it was shivering and in pain.. wat has rain brought upon it.. i immediately carried it despite its meowing protests.. managed to come indoors with the screaming kitten.. den it look scared.. it walked away.. i tried finding it.. but to no avail... not a sight... which reminds me of the tragic event last yr..

it was a stormy afternoon....
i was walking home...
as i walked.. i seeked shelter in the same old place... i saw a kitten.. an orange one..it keep meowing... for his mother.. i suppose.. i had an orange basketball keychain which was given to me as a bdae gift at tat time.. it was april..i tink.. i sat with the cat.. desperate.. i covered the place with newspaper.. trying to build a shelter for him.. then he sort of din like it... i could see tat look in his eyes.. he wanted his mum.. i went get some milk came back... and poured some for him to drink.. he drank abit onli.. guessed he missed his mum..keep meowing and meowing... den i sat there for one hour .. i sat close to him.. as if i was his
"temporary mother" ..yeas.. den the rain stop le.. i went call my mum ask if i can bring him back.... den my mum told me one line... she said even though i like the cat.. wat the cat needs is his mum..not me.. yeah.. i agreed.. den i drop him at a sheltered block... den the uncle there complains.. so i brought him back to his "home".. as i walked off... he kept meowing and walk after me..

as i din want to follow him... i ran home.. god noes wat happened to tat kitten.. the nite.. i thought abt the kitten... whole day long.. next day straight after sch.. i ran to the place.. wat i found was the fallen packet of milk.. the collasped newspaper shelter.. but not him... he was gone...i searched the whole place for him.. yeah... i regretted alot.. hai..tats why until now i still like orange cats the best.. .. i returned to tat shelter after a hopeless search... i broke the basketball keychain into half.. digged out the rubber... one half into my pocket.. that ball means alot to me tat time.. i poured milk into the other half.. left it there.. hoping tat kitten would return....

the next day... the keychain was still there...but not the kitten..hai.. so i just took the keychain and joined them together.. i wished tat kitten will be still alive... and found back his mother.. yeah.. tats rain.. how it reminded me.. today i don have the basketball keychain anymore.. although i still liked it.. i tink someone in my family said it is too rotten le... den throw away...

now i wish the black kitten won't get lost.. and hope tat the mother will come back to the kitten again..poor ting..

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back to present.. i figured out tat i lost my specs.. searched everywhere in the rain for tat specs..couldn't find... at all...

will rain be the one
tat washes our worries..
or will it wash away our gift?