Thoughts

sometimes.. i would fall into deep thoughts..like i just did on the fone just now...

if you like a particular person.. den u would definitely want her to be happy.. and not be hurt... but how far can u go upon to ensure it...

lets say...

Troubled soul had always liked Confused girl since the time when confused girl first talked to him ... but being the coward he is.. troubled soul could not express himself in the right way.. Confused girl had already had a certain liking to Troubled soul

One day, troubled soul popped a question to confused girl. " Do you like me? " Confused girl started to tell troubled soul about how she felt when she liked a particular person last time. Troubled soul, being the coward, or in this case, thought that by making this choice would make confused girl be happy, told confused girl
"i think you shouldn't give up on him, go for him while its not too late"

Do you think that the Confused girl will be happy? Troubled soul is the one asking the girl the question, yet in the end, he is asking the girl to leave. Most probably, confused girl would leave. People would think troubled soul is a no use bastard.

But. Have you thought about how troubled soul feels? Maybe. Being the coward he is. He dared not think of him too highly against the old flame. He had assumed that the girl would be happy with the old flame.
What he wanted to do is to bring happiness to the girl. But.. just that its not done in the right way.

Few months passed, Troubled soul had undergone some transformation. He tried to socialise. and try to strengthen his manly image. All this time, although he is trying to forget confused girl.. what made him transform was still her. So, naturally, he would still be thinking of her.

Meanwhile, Confused girl got herself confused. She had given up hope on the old flame. And came along Fake Dob. Fake Dob had given her new hope. Maybe he was the one she was really looking for.

And came another soul, Old Timid. Old timid met confused girl. it was all to sudden. He could not have known what his feelings for the girl were? .. As he was raised in an atmosphere without many girls. He felt a strong affection towards Confused girl.

Confused girl is really confused.
First, She does not know whether Fake Dob would be faithful
Second, She does not know how to deal with Old Timid
Third, perhaps, she does not even know what troubled soul is thinking.
How will love guide her through
Who will appear to be her true star?


Maybe god would bring wings to these questions soon to me.
If anyone have thoughts like this to share with me... pls talk to me.. i like listening to such things.. it brings back alot of memories... although.. it is...