crying alone in the dark

these few days has been nothing short of nothingness to me.
not tat i am complaining of lonliness..
not tat i hav no happiness in my life.
but tat something is fading away from my life.

haz.
today nothing much.. found out in e morning tat i hav lost my folio..hai.. redo baz... better started working man.. if not sure die..sunday i shun bian do.. then after tat was schz.. cme lesson.. boring. after tat ft contact time.. tcher ask us select commitee.. first 10 votes all 10 different person.. including me.. su go vote me.. dotted.. then left with 2 votes.. aaron had 4 votes.. making him the favourite for the chair..hahaha.. dotted...
but while i was laughing .. i sank when the last 2 votes came my way.. argh..damm it.. but i thought over.. it .. since i was selected by tcher to be vice chair as well. i will fulfil my duty ba.. try give in my best to e class.. last yr le.. we planning to frame or just paste a picture on the notice board.. A2 size. .. tat would be nice... the macdonalds discount came at a rite time... so there will be nuggetty full of meals.. mmmsz....

could i ever get e chance to express myself?
wat i am toking to is just a plain gray set..
perhaps i should go get a shave soon..
my life's changed since u come my way..
but. silence is silence.
ur heart's pulled away. but ur image will forever be in my heart.
time passes, people change.. but not the memories..

"i hate to be with someone new"
i don wanna to forget.. becos its not rite..
i don wanna regret for the third time
i hate to be looking myself against the mirror with tat frown
i want to see ..

.I need a peace of mind.