Illusions

are dreams meant to be fantasy?
are thoughts meant to remain unreal?
are facts never gonna be twisted?


yeah.. this world tat we live in
this life tat we lead..
its not perfect?
even though we want it to be..
there will be flaws everywhere.
yet.. its different when u put in ur best
its different when u lead ur life through happiness
..

its not meant to be happy.. nor smooth sailing.
but its better to lead ur life smiling than grumbling.
if u have problems let it out.. share it with ur fren..
tok it out. u will feel better.. shout it out..

haz.. wat am i toking man..
this days doing dnt keep hearing the reason.. damm nice..
love it man..
today don have dnt though.. came to sch tirely.. took taxi.. then no $$ le.. lucky aaron declared snack fest with lots of prawn crackers in his bag.. i did my share with cream breads.. jimmy brought along some crackers too.. so did alvin with a packet of m&ms.. lol..


Pe no pe...so some of our class went down to play bball.. won't same too much abt my performance..just tat someone irritated me.. sec 3 guy.. but i irritated him back aniway..

after tat hist test.. dots.. recess spent pathetic 40 cents..
kena whacked by vernon.. dotted. lucky baba never..

after geog teacher talked to me.. saying abt family.. hai.. i shd treasure the time i have with my mum and dad more.

tats it. after sch friggin stupid eng test.. mrs chee .. lol..lol..lol

automonous status.. tk got it.. our class was " HOLIDAY HOLIDAY " ..LOL

i feel guilt for something tat i have done..sigh.

i feel down oso becos of something else..
perhaps i'm really missing