Accept it

after doing nothing for studies yesterday. i decided to cash in for more today. morning actually wanted to go the summary class with jimmy. but fell sick when i woke up. paiseh ah jimmy .

hmm. e only time my hp had activity today was when i msged jimmy early in e morn .. and an anomnymous caller called me while i was heading for e pool. and oso asking a question. tats all.

this is new life for me. but.. its hard too.. everywhere i went today.. i had images floating to and from my mind. kinda hard to shake off.. but after doing some work.. writing a guide.. my mind more or less stabled. i reckoned e fact tat i am not ready anyway. i just want to say sorry.

said i won't regret. but i regret doing yest. stuff. but wats done can't be undone. anyway.. after studying in library.. although images still float thru my mind when i walked down the bus passageway.. and other places. i learnt tat memories are here to stay. but don drop to abysmal depths of emptiness. its not rite.

i wanted to blog something abt me yest. but guessed tat i got my thoughts straightten out le. its uselesss to blog bout tat. no gd at all. my horoscope says tat this month would push me ahead to learn some more new things and let go of the past. kinda true rite..

i am glad i can pull myself up without anyone help this time. i am learning. slowly

now to straighten out my aims. my weekends shd be more free now. kinda sad actually. but then again. ok

i gotta get myself bz tml.