Let Imaginations Take Flight.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004,

The End..

i knew it. my intuition was rite.. last thursday.. i already knew it..
had been receiving calls.. every day.. until tat fateful day.. it was her chem practical..
my words were not strong enuff to bring her back up.. someone else did. and after tat day.. it was over for me.. there's nothing left for me. i thought i was so happy on sunday..
but..

"u 100% plus confirm cant
guess who and cant find out cuz its low profile"

since thursday.. i saw her frenster.. she change her pic to an electric guitar. den i saw someone testi dere.. i started having wild guesses when i heard the above line. i knew it can never be me.. but then i had to dream too..

today. i was supposed to go to meet her and ma'am to study. in e end. i saw it. while waiting for the train. i saw her familiar bag. but beside her wasn't me. haiz...
den i just walked away in the opposite direction. it had to be over.

but i never regret taking this path. i'm glad. this path has taught me many lessons in life.. it has let me experience something tats so great.. something truthful.. i will never regret this decision i have taken. i may never get a chance with her again.. but .. dreams will never end.

i noe tat i'm foolish..
but. ..
i cried very truthfully today too..
i hope tat she will be happy for the rest of her lives..
i will pick myself up again.
rite now..
i just want to remember the memories.. and until i'm done with it..
i will let it go..
and let it burn..

yh.. i'll remember you

9:12 PM