Thoughts

last day of sch.. haiz. i went to sch in the morning with a heavy heart and mind.. so tok very little.. i had a good look at all my frens .. it was really emotional.. although tk last day in sch is bland. but my frens made it possible for me. they went thru thick and thin with me. made my life in each and everyway.. i'll misss them. man. getting abit emo liaoz.

after sch went home with hj and wt. in e end end up in a taxi with yf. dropped off at orchard.. man. place after place. reminded me of the past again. wisma atria mac. yea. with my coursemates last time... hazzzzzzzz.......... after tat took wrong direction bus. ended up in river valley rd.

so took bus there straight home.. the bloody bus was freezing cold. want to slp oso cannot. den damm disgusting. this sec 2 couple was sitting in front of me.. even in my pressence. they touch here touch there.. everywhere. i was grossed out. i turn around and i can see the girl hands on his ass. urgh. den the guy head at the chest. aiyah. dunno wat sch oso. blue pinnafore and yellow inside one..

after they alight at orchard got space in front. so sit in front as back row air con cover spoil. then a new sec 2 couple come up e bus and sit behind me. they were toking and toking.. nothing special. i managed to get some sleep despite the cold.. and their voices.

den finally the cold woke me up abt 45 min later. i wanted a good stretch so i turn abit behind. den saw the couple in a bloody passionate kiss position. u noe the kind u see in the movies? but heng after tat they got embarrassed and stop. after they stop. i got some peace. but was damm bloody icy until my pores all came out..

went home. stared at the hp blankly. took a breath. had a sigh. went do some work. now i noe time flies when u are concentrating.. siazz...

memories.
are u there?
i can't find u..
where are you...?
you there???

remembered this lines from ff8 when i played.. i still tink its the best final fantasy ever.. the story line was at its peak. damm touching

Do i tell her of my love since the 27th?
or do i keep it all in my heart?
I dunno what i'm gonna do without my boo..


" Ready to spend the rest of my life with you.. " Evan and Jaron - Crazy for this girl

" i may have made a few mistakes .. but losing you is too much for me to take " Busted - losing you

" So where is the good in goodbye? " Brian McKnight - 6,8,12

" Its better for me to let it go now " Usher - Burn

" Really want to work it out.. i do but you don't "
" Deep down you noe its best for yourself .. but you hate the thought of her being with someone new " Usher - Burn

" No one ever stabbed you in your back " Simple Plan - Welcome to my life

" Talk to me.. even if its just to say goodbye " Smash - Talk to me

" I have to see you.. its all that i'm asking" Son by four - Purest Of Pain

" They're not real.. they are just fantasies " Tommy Page - Paintings in my mind

" Is it too late.. are you too far gone to stay? " Midnight sons - If only tears could bring you back to me

" But i'm not the man your heart is missing.. "
" Love is one big illusion.. i shd try to forget.. " Michael Learns To Rock - That's why you go away