Burning

there has been something going around the camp recently.. i just want to clarify some stuff. for those who know what i mean. i have no plans of finding love yet. yeah. right now i am very contented with friendship.. and i happened to have some really great frens out there.. so don attempt to spoil our friendship by starting some stuff..

i hope u all do understand.. i have already seen many frenships infront of my eyes vanish and break down.. i do not want mine to end this way too..

i already said.. this are my feelings as for now.. for the future.. no one can predict.. so i can't say much anyway.. but just to let u all noe.. my scar is still there.. scars take time to heal.. so don expect myself.. to heal so fast.. get me? its a natural process. it either comes to u or it just stays away..

right now i just want to concentrate on building wonderful relationships with my frens around.. ok? for fun can la. but then don guo huo can le.. especially to the other party.. yeah..

i don even noe who will read this. haha..

anyway.. i got a bit the.. in the afternoon.. i was feeling damm uneasy.. when tat person chatted me.. hai. shan't tok abt that in the public in case that person manages to find the way to my blog.. abit uneasy for both parties..

for those who really want to noe wat happened.. just msg me privately.. if i want to tell u.. den i will.. yeah..

otherwise.. today was a boring day.. went to tamp alone. and just walk around.. without buying stuffs.. skipped bball.. went to the pond.. i was very sad when i saw kids throwing litter into the pond.. they just treated it as their playground.. i mean.. the poor fishes and tortises?.. i went around and picked reachable little in the pond.. ... the children's father even did a more disgusting act.. he TOOK .. or shd i say STOLE.. the tortise out of the pond.. i will one day find a way to stop all these.. and by this 2 yrs i must form a team to maintain the pond.. it used to be so beautiful....