Decisions

its been quite a while since my last post eh..? hahaha.. just feel so tired nowadays.. my legs are slowing me down.. my body is beginning to tear apart.. basically.. u are seeing the rapid ageing of me..

quite some things happen recently.. east coast farewell to ck sir.. aka dunking day. reccee for macritchie hike.. sfa trainer course.. well lots..

of cos recently.. questions have hit me hard on reality.. its very difficult to make a decision.. but then i know tat i still have to make one of my own .. yesterday's one.. was very difficult.. i was in the middle... and had to settle with a coin flip.. i said that if heads i will leave with them. tails leave with the other. it turned out tails.. but they interpreted my tails as a heads.. so i left with them..

of cos i have that inner feeling of guilt. but in life.. u cannot have the best out of both worlds.. sometimes u just have to choose a path.. and never turn back..
but that oso doesn't mean the end of the journey.. becos.. along the path.. there will be trails to lead u to the other path.. its like.. all paths in the world are linked to each other somehow..

so.. its just a matter of ur tinking.. its not a matter of turning back on ur decision.. but whether u are going to take trails along the path..

for me, i have chosen my own personal path. not them. not the other.
becos i noe tat along the way.. i noe i can help out them and the other.. it does not neccessary mean tat i am stuck on one path forever in my life..

yeah. hope it clears my mind..
hahha. come on. i have to start buying logistics. tml is korean delegates liao.. ahhaa okok KO out.. going to collect from yc my cans later. haha.

Friends are the most valuable assets in my life..
they are all the elements that makes up my body..
they follow my mind wherever i go..
they never will abandon me..
i will stand right by them..
always..