Suddenly..

Here I go,
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one,
no one like you
You are my only,
my only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

so long nvr blog. the last time i blog.. it was friday or thurs ba.. 2 weeks ago.. my life took a drastic turn..

i was wanting to go to find a job.. earn some cash. get some own pocketmoney..
now it turned into volunteer work for tidal waves victim. it hasn't been a smooth journey.. but it has been a real meaningful one...

i remember.. flocks of ppl coming to donate.. even in the rain in little india.. the 2 indian words i learnt.. rumbal numdri.. which holds so much meaning.. i am really touched by everyone..
i mean.. i personally din noe sg ppl are so kind and generous until i witness it myself.. of cos there are exceptions.. but thats the minority.. i seen it all.. frm 1.50 cheque to 200000 cheque..

this goes out to all the ppl. yeah. don worry. red cross will handle ur money in the way u all want.. its 45 million le.. we are going to close in on the 50 million mark.. wat has started as a 2mth - 1 million target has become a 50 million dream for the tsunami victims..

of cos thru this weeks i have gone thru lots of political stuff.. media.. company.. office .. yeah.. but i don care. i noe it may be unfair for us volunteers.. to be pushed around.. personally. i have been thru some rough patches.. but i noe i have to endure. i cannot throw my temper.. and they are more superior to me.. i must respect them. this is the basic working society..
gosh. i am too young. but i must learn them now. so tat next time. i noe how to deal with them..

but of cos.. this road.. isn't that bad.. i have made alot of new friends.. new ppl.. basically.. i am contented.. i am just glad that i get to spend time working.. joking.. laughing.. and coughing..
haha.. yeah. its a emotional one.. teary too... but i will hold on. i will endure..
i will be more tactful.. there's still a tough learning journey for me.. i cannot just give up now..
after all i have done.. after passing vip.. after passing moi.. after passing fd and rck.. i must not let all my past down.. and of cos. i must fully erase the painful memories of ulc..

i must do it. my dream is still so far away..
go on ..
all the way..