Let Imaginations Take Flight.
Sunday, February 27, 2005,

Before i go
before i go
lay a heaven in my nest
send me rain in my hell
let me lie in my eternal doom
through tear streaked nights
pain is my pleasure
blood is my only desire
Give me joy i hate
thrust me into neverending abyss
lastly
Tell me that what i say is not going to be true...


just felt like typing. haha. anyway. fdc is over. it has not been the best one. but nevertheless, i gained much from it throughout my one day there. i was supposingly commander. but felt tat i couldn't make it.. so i switched with cedric. den i became timekeeper. haha...

1st round of round a. was more abt testing and experiment.. there was 2 commanders on the ground.. however it didn't quite work out, so resident judge mr andrew ong, changed it to lawrence sir being the commander.. got quite a lot schs got caught in the web... and failed to wriggle out..

but i am quite happy tat tk. got first for east district.. even though they never got in nationals.. its quite a happy result.. hahah...

throughout the competition got quite alot of learning points.. so i guess we shd learn from our mistakes and improve even further ya?

haha..

for all schs who did not make it, don't regret, don't be disappointed, instead, learn to be prepared for surprises, learn to become stronger..

i'm glad becos.. actually.. i screwed up for the competition.. i forgot abt my whistle.. made vivian ma'am not happy for a while.. haiz. but i guess i will do better on my next event..

before the competition.. its the first time, i scolded a sec 4 nco. until he cried. its the first time i seen him cry too. its the first time i made a junior cry..

i sort of regret.. but luckily, tat scolding turned him into a better person.. even though now.. he may hate me.. as long as the unit is well. i rather be hated.

as instructors.. even on the outside we may be emotionless... inside we are deeply hurt..

oh well..
where's my lunch?

12:19 PM