Breath

ok. lets start where i ended.. hmm

tuesday rite.. yeah it was half day at work.. but still very tired. haha.. in the end, went out shopping for yl's clothes.. but ended up being a bad moment for me...

its like this.. my temper is very unpredictable.. it could be a soft and flowing one... like smooth lava to form shield volcanoes.. or it could be thick and viscous lava to form composite volcanoes.. oh.. wat crap. i am toking geog.. haa. but my temper is accumulation one.. when ppl anger me.. i won show the signs of being angry.. its only until.. tat anger keep piling up.. den i will burst.. in the case of tuesday.. i could say tat it was a very quiet one...

for the ppl who were with me.. don bother.. its just part and parcel of wat u will see in me if u noe me well enuff.. haha ya.. so next time.. just prepare for another eruption.. haha.. crap man..

ok.. after tat.. was CNY.. i dunno why.. but this yr cny is just so different!
i received lots of cnys msgs .. its like more than wat i have received for the past 16 yrs add together!.. haha... had fun collecting ang paos..oops.

on sat nite.. caught seoul raiders with my bro and his fren... its so damm NICE! haha.. so funny too.. i felt tat i could easily prefer seoul raiders than kf hustle.. haha.. next time must oso buy VCD!..

speaking bout cds.. i am sad to say tat i spent a sweeping $85.80 on cds alone in HMV on sat.. haha... but now tat money is back =).. and i am getting my pay on monday.. so who cares.. haha.. actually i care.. hhaaa

got phantom of the opera finally! its so damm nice! and i got jay's and fir's cds.. haha..

sunday.. nothing much happened.. i tink my alcohol limit just got expanded.. last yr i drank tat same grape wine and it immediately gave me headache.. this yr. i drank. and i din even feel hot! tats so amazing..

i going chalet this evening with my vip ppl..haha... hope it will be fun.. with the breeze.. the sea.. and the sand!...

although its cny.. there are ppl out there who don feel much of it.. i tink its becos its not they don want to enjoy it.. but they have personal reasons.. so i tink we shd just be more tactful ba..

and these few days i been trying to correct my posture.. for the sake tat now i am an instructor.. i have to lead by example ya? haha.... cos i feel my posture very slack.. hahaa.. maybe later i cannot make it for unit training.. cos my boss wants me to head down to stlogs to collect some stuffs... 240 handphones! OH MY! haha..

hmm.. nothing else liao? oh ya. just before i slept yesterday.. my dearest vice chair qt called! er at first i don recognise her voice. but after she said a very familiar line. haha... and OMG she is so bobo! she says stupid and lame things! hahaa.. shall not embarrass her out here.. i will have to admit shes lamer than me one day!..

ok tats all.. turn off the music. get back to slp.. its been a long time since the times...

Such a long time..
have i really gotten over it?

i think i have.
No.
i have.
i must have gotten over it..
but why am i missing the times..