Tired

haha. realised my previous post has been tiring tirng. tired. haaa.

anyway.. just for an update.. my bro downloaded funny.exe. and now my computer is down with the bvirus.. sian. tat means i cannot be online anymore.. u all won't see me online for a long , long time... haa.. except when i'm at work.. but tat won't be for long.. i miss chatting..


and my songs... gone. my msn conversation gone... my documents and files.. gone.. well everything is gone..

but this is an indication for me to start afresh. yeah.. so i will work towards a new beginning.. basically.. friday was a super bad day for me.. i got scolded by boss big time. spilled soft drink.. fell into a spiky plant.. and my terrible qi chuan and cough came back to me... can u believe how horrible it is.. yeah...

i am indeed feeling super tired nowadays.. hardly anytime to breathe easy.. my sickness has taken over my body.. my body hardly has the strength to push me through.. so i am like damm weak now.. yeah.. hopefully i can recover b4 cny...

i will like to thank the following ppl.. who has indeed sparked my moody life with the most gentle and comfortable rays of light..

ky - although he doesn noe my blog nor reads it.. and recently i had some diff thoughts abt him.. he always ask abt how i am feeling.. yeah.. even though most of the time i tell him don bother abt me.. he will keep returning and offer me himself.. i am touched by his sincerity.. yeah.. he will be a good friend .. i suppose.. well ppl have their own weakness.. so i assume tat his weakness will be one tat will be left untouched...

yc - she is one of the best frens i have made since joining red cross.. i dunno why.. but she just eludes a very comfortable feeling around her.. making everyone so happy.. she always tells me to take care.. but she ownself oso nvr go worry abt herself.. haha.. end up slping late all the time.. i really appreciate her concern for me despite her super heavy workload and schedule... yeah.. good frens we will always be..

sharlyn - although we don see each other often.. everytime vip meets.. she will always be the first person who will notice something wrong with me.. i think she is really a gentle person.haha.. maybe i consider promoting her.. oops.. yeah. way to go.. PA OF QQLC!

jocelyn - yeah. we are pisceans. but we are 2 completely different people.. most of the times, we disagree on wat we say.. and end up arguing.. ahaa.. but of cos.. she will always ask if i am feeling alright.. haa.. seems like everyone is so kind...

fiona oo - oo! oo! she is so fun to bully yet so fierce too.. i treat her as my bullying stick.. oops. i mean as someone to play with.. haha.. she shows care and concern for me everytime.. she is really fun and blur.. but yet. SHE PASSED FA TRAINERS!!.. so don underastimate her.. she has great ability too..

ys sir - ys sir although he is a sir. he everytime appears as a fren to me instead.. haa.. he can appear very easy to talk to.. and i am beginning to like him as a great sir and fren.. hahaa.. although nothing much related to my sickness.. but he has certainly cheered me up..

yh ma'am (yu hui) - haha.. same inititials as me.. yeah.. she really stunned me when she msged me on sat night.. i was really moved by wat she msg.. yeah.. ma'am.. don worry i'll be alright..

joan ma'am,ph sir, mizael sir, edwin sir, eusoff sir - these few sirs and ma'am.. has certainly taught me great stuff. they asked constantly if i am feeling alright.. i am very ... how to say.. haha.. eusoff sir even beared with me vommitting.. haa. felt so bad..

ok..tat was for saturday..
sunday when i woke up.. i kept thinking.. whether to go .. or not to go... in the end.. i told myself.. this will be the last time .. yeah.. i am gonna put my body on the line.. my mind will take over for this day.. nothing's gonna stop me.. since i promised tat i will pass silver accred.. i will not go back on my words.. i am glad i attended.. haa.. i certainly felt a sense of achievement even though i am not at my best.. due to my sickness.. but i was glad i had the will to complete it.. haha..

so long.. yeah.. it will be a long time b4 my next online... thank you guys..
i promise.. tat no matter how tiring it is.. i will return u all the favour.. i will be back myself.. where i can say .. " Let me tell u a joke..."

haa. its been tirng.. so let me take a rest for now.. haaha...

Its the joy of the world
that brings delight to the crowd
never have sadness occur..

its the joy of the world..
that unites everyone..
its the joy of the world..
that makes you breathe..

no matter how far it may seem to be..
i'll gladly carry the world on my shoulders..
if what i do is not what the world rejects..
i will gladly..
take another step..
another step..
one more time..
before i fall..
to bring joy to the world..