Beautiful death


the voices surround my senses,
they try to break through,
each word penetrates my defences,
im slowly becoming an insane fool.

all the words you have spoken,
they were like jagged daggers,
all the promises lay broken,
just like our pictures.

the world im living in,
is a shade of endless grey,
all i have is crumbling,
i don't want to live this everyday.

it isn't easy trying to hold on,
it hurts in every single way,
some things you won't treasure till its gone,
it wouldn't happen if i had my say.

blurry pictures fill up my mind,
memories that i once treasured before,
they replay and tears make me blind,
soon i would be in death's claw.

i take the knife from the drawer,
i hold it before my very eyes,
across my wrists i applyed pressure,
slowly appears the red lines.

so i lay on the floor of my room,
a toast to my health,
i anticipated my welcomed doom,
i bleed myself to death.


another beautiful piece by josh. its abt suicide. but its so beautiful the way he has written it.
i love the last part.

So i lay on the floor of my room,
a toast to my health,
i anticipated my welcomed doom,
i bleed myself to death.

so impactful. wow.