I have seriously thought about it.

especially since reading so many other blogs.

i should move on. just move on. there are so many ppl encouraging me... but yet. why can't i push myself to do it.

and why can't i be able to tune back to my correct frequency. what is this that is holding back me?

i believe i can do it. i cannot just stay on the ground, and hurt everyone around me..

and, talking so dully.. looking so dully... stoning while ppl say lame jokes..

IS NOT ME


although i am out of QQLC. that doesn mean i can't be lame.

and.

i gonna find my way. even there is not a way to be found.. i will follow the correct way.

i can go the distance.

this is the time, i gonna channel all of my positive energy.. whatever that is left.. to push myself forward... and to forget the past.


y h