Leftovers

i shall type quickly.. since this com. oso something spoil.. yesterday was evac modular workshop.. actually i din expect myself to be inside evac .. afterall.. in my cadet life.. i took bronze 4 times to pass.. haha. actually told huda ma'am that i will understudy only.. but in the end end up as an instructor..

but i don regret it.. cos in the end.. i gained something from it =) .. haha
i feel very accomplished as its the first time i am teaching evacuation in my life.. but it was satisfying as well.. i love it.
and my day was ended with a nice msg. =)

after evac, we went out and have fun. all the vip 05s who came. haha. i was very lame. as i wanted to add to the mood. basically i was crapping around la. tat is until i was sort of. haha. ok. i will be mindful the next time when laming around.. sorry if i hurt anybody.. sorry ah..

as i said.. i am here to bring joy to the world .. nothing else... haha.. hope everyone smiles.. although i know its not entirely possible.. but.
i will never give up..

ok.

everyday is nearing to my grave.
oops. not grave.
but. hai. the fear of the day is getting increasingly bigger..
i fear that day to come. i fear to be moody on that day.. i don want that day to come..
but all the more... that day has to come..
last yr i went in with high expectations..
but.