well.

just wanna rite something more..

i had a very long ride home just now.. i din sleep. i just kept looking out.

it brought me to remind myself of my urban hike from dhoby ghaut. my mind was exploring new routes to take, instead of the same old, bedok road. yesterday when i hiked from tkgs, it was just a time challenge.

but well.

anyway.

izzit because of the fact tat i am listless, tats why i tried to pile myself with all sorts of work, to keep my mind from straying away?

actually. listless = emotionless rite? not happy, nor sad.

however, today, in the bus, i actually shed some tear.

so.
am i actually depressed?
for wat?

i think i am just starting to tire out. and burn out.

ok.

i am not emotionless afterall. tats why i am pushing myself to do work, even though i know i can't produce wonderful pieces out of them.

so tat means i am sad.

afterall.