Yet another of those days..

just taking this quick opportunity to pour out my thoughts..

why is everything linked to that person?

its a puzzle in my heart unsolved. but.

today had another listless day.

i can't do wat i do, and enjoy it. was cutting out smth stuff for evac modular workshop.. i think i messed it up.. its so no q/c.. its so ugly. i can't even face it to present it. wat will dor ma'am say when she see wat i have done to the sheets. especially when i wasted 2 pieces, and finding excuses would.. be courting ur death.

photocopying oso. i made mistakes. but oh well..

just dunno which direction i am going nowadays.. can't settle down to enjoy wat i do.

suddenly , yu guo tian qing sounds so nice..

on the other hand, it is not as nice as well..

see? how contradicting and ironic.

After the rain , there must be sunshine right?
If you know how much it hurts,
then better treasure what you have
In love, some ppl will fall,
while some will become stronger..
Do you still love me?

Who says it must rain when the sky is dark..?


perhaps the only unlistless thing that i have done, is to control myself from tearing. i dunno why. i am not particulary sad, or happy.. neither am i emotionless. i just so felt . distinctly.. a tear in my eye as i walked away just now..

burnout.

i need to take a step back.

y h