Another post.

I am still in action. i am still alive and kicking. however, i have now slipped away. my shadow has shrunk. perhaps not visible these days anymore, since it has been raining.

yes.

i still contribute as much as what i did last time.
But

just that i am steering in a different direction.
I din/am not going to/ go to april 14.
becos i am not going to go to any event,
to just eat and tiao ka
without helping out.
sounds so bad.
being at a place without any purpose.

so might as well don go.
i know i will miss my friends alot.
but sometimes, work priority comes first

better don disturb the peace , and their work antics.


16 i am going. but i only know of my role.
traffic controller.
but do wat?
haha.
gonna find out soon.


been going for lots of duties.
i feel satisfaction.
why?

becos, not only i am given the chance to lead,
i am also able to save lives.
i can lead and serve at the same time.
isnt that getting the best out of both worlds?

but i know i am lonely
becos all my friends are helping out more on leadership
i wanted to help out in the upcoming camps.
but.

my sch starts at 23 may.
i don want to miss it.
i want to still achieve my future goal.

its time to not be selfish man, yh.
its time to focus.
don just join anything for sake of friends.
don forget my future goal..


otherwise, i been taking in comments/critiques/bitching
for the past few days.
but i don mind
cause i know i have control over my own mind

i am free.

i am yong hock.