Grown.


i certainly felt that i have grown much stronger, throughout this 2 yrs of self reflection, learning, and growing.

u might see, if u are really bored, from my previous ancient posts, that i am very hesistant in voicing out my own feelings, my thoughts, keeping them hidden beneath my memory. However, i think i have really learnt to express myself through writing, i can blog more openly than last time, and even though this is a public blog, as much as i hate to admit it, there is day in day out traffic through the dreamy thoughts of mine.

But i don't regret, publicising the blog in the first place, it gives me strength, friends, warmth and lastly,

Confidence.


And throughout these few days,
i think i have learnt quite a lot too,
i have matured slowly,
i tend to irritate ppl,
but now, its to a lesser and lesser frequency.

Especially these 2 days. its been a rare occasion for me to sprout something stupid enough to irritiate, rather, i have been entertaining like old times, just that i haven been irritating enough, for them to scold a vulgarity or two into my face.


I'm glad. i also learnt to budget manage my remaining funds. Days i am at home, i tend to cook for myself, rather than buy food. i think i am learning well.. maybe in the future, i may even be able to cook for my future wife =). oops. sorry. think too far liao.

yeah.
gotta go.
superhero ain have boundless energy.
did i say i was a superhero?
oh well...

i guess i am a hero.
i believe in the hero in me.
isn that heroic enough?

crap!

pain la.
gotta go liao.
there are 2 awfully painful growth on my body, at 2 awkward positions. (READ : Pimples)
and they are really damm pain when i sat down. damm.


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