Puzzling.

Everytime when i blog a new entry, i seem to be puzzled by myself.

why do i write this/that in my previous entry?
why do i get so high/low in my previous entry?

weird kinda. i bet i am gonna question myself on why this why that the next time i blog.

its been kind of tiring, these days had on me.

and its not gonna end any sooner. next week fa duty. ya.

think it might as well be one of my last duties before sch starts.

no more unit trainings for a long long time.

and since sch clashes with rc camps.

it could be a very long time until the next rc event hits me.

even so, it will be something not so prominent, like just helping out in hq, or at unit trainings..


no, i'm not quitting, neither am i losing interest.

i just feel that there is enough manpower/people in there,
there is no need for me, to sacrifice something important to add to unneccessary help.

haha. crap.



otherwise..
these days, i have been so proud of myself.
although i have been spending money.
i have kept this secret savings of mine to a drawwer. and i won't touch them until i run out of money..
i think its over 20 bucks now. haha. not bad for a week of savings.

and i made a wonderful makeshift dinner for myself yesterday night.
i so wanted to take a pic of it.
but camera batt flat then.. damm!

but i know i can cook up even more wonderful meals for myself and my family soon. not just yest!.

haha.


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