Rain

I braced myself against the onslaught of the crushing rain..
As if the rain could neutralise my pain.
It wasn't futile though, i realised as i felt my thumping heart

My tears clashed with millions of raindrops,
Making my own pressence small and puny.
It didn help for the fact that my thoughts were banished
Banished to the ends of my mind

And it didn't matter
When vehicles zoomed past me
And sent waves of unneeded warmth
to my already extinct body.


i was really upset/angry/sad/guilty today

upset is because i got scolded
angry is because i got scolded for blogging
sad is because i felt sad
guilty is when i saw the emotion and tears in his eyes.

maybe i was wrong.

so from now.
after i get the script prompt codes from liang ge..
i gonna privatise my blog.

i know this is a heavy decision. but in order for myself to express more freely..
without any fear of being guilty or any of the emotions seen above..
i have to do this..

only certain ppl will get the password to my blog...
cause i feel comfortable with them reading it..


wat a way to go..
i dint want to privatise my blog..
but i guess.
i have no other choice..

i bet i am gonna fall sick soon... i was soaked in rain.. lots of vehicles sent water onto my body.. so ya.
and to think i went for medical after that.
what rubbish.


y h