Let Imaginations Take Flight.
Friday, July 29, 2005,

Ups and downs... down...


my life during this period has been coupled with up and down recently . like recently my work in school recently. sometimes very good when lecturers will praise me in front of the whole class. sometimes it got so bad tat i would stare at my work looking how badly it is done and how it is not even my usual standard

now i am sick. sick sick again. hai. i wanted to help out for evac modular workshop... but suddenly got sick.

sian.

haven been going well..


y h

7:16 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005,

Melodies of life

Whenever i am not feeling myself, there will always be solutions

like playing the song "through the rain" when i fell down and cannot get up

like playing basketball

like night cycling

like blogging

like listening to some wonderful music

like listening to melodies of life.

luckily went to weiliang blog reminded me. then i went to dl the midi and listen.

---
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?


If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

9:40 PM


life

sometimes things just doesn go right in ur life.

you are losing concentration in what u are doing

you are losing steam

you just need 168hours to sleep.

in the end you are back to where you started.


y h

9:25 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005,

Days

i wanted to blog this yesterday, but was too tired. i wanted to blog this on the other blog, but i chose to blog on this. i wanted to this or tat, end up doing that and this.

last week - chiong all the projects. end up submitting comdi project 1 10 minutes frm submission deadline. i was abit disappointed with spaceform though. it din turn out the way i wanted it to turn out to be.. its a marked deprovement. but i am not ready to give up. i have project 2 to go and i know tat i can do better.

friday, overnight in hq, did some fa preparation for heritage trail.. end up after doin finish, played dota until 5.30am, bathed. and went to victoria theatre in a cab. assigned as roving team ic for cluster 7. this is the first time, i am given a job to be a ic for a overall cluster. i mean, its one of the biggest job i received.. so was quite challenging. in the end,i think i have organised my cluster quite well, even teaching my roving team lots of stuff on leadership and mapreading.. in the end, my team can now walk around fort canning, and know which place is which place!...

and u know, my grp did a stupid trick on a herritage trail grp following us. haha. we led them the wrong way on purpose, then went the other direction. haha after tat rejoined with qing xiang, the new vi, and we tested the overall cluster on mapreading as well. well, there are ppl who din know raffles city is so near suntec city. haha. i think i can click with qing xiang quite well. not bad at all. talked quite a lot.

after tat reach suntec. damm hungry and tired. got abit of snacks but not real lunch or breakfast. oh did i mention tat i walked 8 rounds around fort canning, from top to bottom, from side to side. exploring new routes. end result = sore feet + abrasion

after tat went to ndp relay run, i think i was talking crap and lame on the bus. well at least i think i was talking nonsense. it happens when i don sleep, and to keep awake, i talk stuff like this, but i feel i was entertaining. so well..

when i ran, at first its quite ok. then it all went down. i knew i was going down, when the speed of wind is heading towards me, all the raindrops came peltering against my face. i knew it when i couldn open my eyes. i had it when my spine injury came back again..

i know no matter how unfit i am, i can train, but. that spine injury. is something i cannot take away frm my life. ever since sec 3, played basketball, got injured, could not move for about 1 hour. i din see a doc. my personality is like tis, i fall sick, i don care, my recipe is doing something i like, then i will get well. i basically don care abt my health one.

it is really painful, to be seated on the bus, while everyone is running. it is painful to watch ur teamates infront, cheering on, while i am at the back gritting in pain. i wanted to use the inhaler, cos i had lapse of short breath.. but decided against it. i wanted to battle the pain. at that moment, my life was in a downtime. it was those periods in secondary sch life. those depression lapses. i din know wat to do, din know how to pick myself up. soon after plugging on ear pieces, i fell asleep on the bus. when i woke up. ( think i sleep for minutes only) i saw images of 2 girls running, one of them is qi hui running for the 3.2 km . i suddenly had an urge to cheer on them. i looked ahead.. and joined them cheering.

after tat. i was quite ok. but nvrtheless. its something i need to admit. ever since tat spine injury, i haven been able to get rid of my pain. my 2.4 before spine injury was 12 minutes. after tat was 14minutes. which is very bad. my speed decreased, fitness rate went down, everything physical went down, except for my size which went rounder. i rememberd tat i was once underweight.

i think tat.

i shd just rest my mind now.

i withdrawed myself frm the team.


y h

12:54 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005,

Oh.

today admist some fun playing.. after reaching home, lying on the bed.. i accidentally digged out my leaving certificate for secondary sch. i din know i have done so many things in the past 4 years.

i was like oh.

ok.

hahah. recently not in the mood to blog.. but this is interesting. shall blog it down.

Name : QUEK YONG HOCK
Hanyu Pinyin Name : GUO YONG FU
Identification Number : S8808067Z
Year of Admission : 2001
Date of Leaving : 31/12/2004
Highest Standard Completed : S4/EXPRESS
Standard at Time of Leaving : S4/EXPRESS
Reason for Leaving : COMPLETED SECONDARY EDUCATION
Attendance : REGULAR
Conduct : GOOD


REMARKS
Yong Hock is punctual and independent. He is loyal to his CCA and he strives hard to achieve his targets. It is worthy to note that he has 100% attendance for the year 2004.


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ok above is abit the .

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CIP Record

  1. Charity Hongbao Project Geylang Senior Citizen Health Care Centre 2 hours
  2. Community Service in UG - 30 hours
  3. Flag Day Singapore Red Cross Society 5 hours
  4. Fund raising for Community Chest - 1 hour
  5. Fund raising for needy pupils - 1 hour
  6. Health Screening for eldery St Hilda's Church, South East CDC, MOH 35 hours
  7. IPW Presentation Day - 2 hours
  8. Red Cross International Bazaar Singapore Red Cross Society 3 hours
  9. Red Cross Youth CIP Total - 18 hours
  10. Road Run First Aid Duty TKSS 5 hours
  11. School Bazaar TKSS 12 hours
  12. School Cleaning TKSS 2 hours
  13. SYF Band Competition Cheerleader TKSS 5.5 hours
  14. Youth Day Fund TKSS 1 hour

Total : 122.5 hours

I reckoned i have done certainly more than this. just tat they lazy typed down. (LOL)

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CCA Certificate

2001

TKRCY -

  • Member
  • RCY Flag Day

Intra School Activities -

  • Swimming Carnival FAD
  • Beach Cleaning
  • Happy Happy Carnival

2002

TKRCY -

  • Member
  • Corporal
  • World Red Cross Day
  • Excellent Unit Award (EUA) - BRONZE
  • Community Service Award (CSA) - BRONZE
  • Welfare Home Visits
  • RCY Flag Day
  • East District Footdrill Competition
  • SYF opening Ceremony - Marching Contingent
  • Speech Day - Marching Contingent
  • Project Red Cross Love

Intra School Activities -

  • Road Run
  • ACES Day
  • TNP Big Walk
  • COPE health screening
  • SparkC Camp
  • Sports Day
  • COPE Apple sale
  • Inter Class Soccer

2003

TKRCY -

  • Member
  • Sergeant/Vice Chairperson
  • East District Footdrill Competition
  • Footdrill instructional Course
  • Unit Leader Course
  • CCA Conference
  • Excellent Unit Award - SILVER
  • Community Service Award - GOLD
  • National Heritage Trail
  • June Camp
  • Beach Cleaning
  • December Camp

Inter School Activities

  • Austrailian Science Competition

Intra School Activities

  • Road Run
  • ACES day
  • SEC 1 UG camp
  • CCA leadership camp
  • TK Open House
  • Project CRuSH
  • NPCC handball Challenge FAD
  • Courage Fund Donation Tin
  • National Day Celebration
  • Inter Class Basketball

2004

TKRCY

  • Member
  • Warrant Officer/Vice chairperson
  • East District Footdrill competition
  • Welfare home visits
  • Beach cleaning
  • RCY flag day

Intra School Activities

  • Road Run FAD
  • ACES day
  • SEC 1 orrientation
  • COPE Project Hong Bao
  • Sports Day

as u all can see. 2003 is the year for me, while 2004 is the year to forget due to some reasons..

haha. hope u all enjoy!

y h


10:27 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005,

i feel so dated.

my blog has been empty for some time now. haha.

apparently.. i have been so busy nowadays tat i hardly find time to blog.. with my free time.. i will do work.. and play games a little while to keep within the line of sanity...

lets see

MtPre - Floor plan design for A-Z building, Orthographic projections of A-Z buildings

Colour - 12 examples of artists' works and analysis of them, 10 examples of colours: effect of sunlight and darkness

VisCo - A3 Collage! (NOT AGAIN???)

LigSt - Project - Research & Development - Research on lighting systems of F&B areas in Singapore (must go interview all the big shots owners of fast food restaurants, pubs... etc. then presentation)

ComDi - Presentation - Other ways of seeing things - shoebox exhibition
Submission of writing portfolio (includes 4 monstrous types of essays!)

SpFEx - Submission of landmark model, learning journal, A3 photograph and sketch, 1:20 scale of 8-10m model.

DADra - Nebula drawing and coming up. floor plan!


as u can see.. i am weighted down by lots of projects and assignments.. lol.. yet.. ..lol

i am going crazy!

omg!


P.S i realised tat afterall.. i am one of the average students.. but i know i can strive somemore.. after the term break.. i will join them.. and i know i can improve furtheron!

1:20 AM