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well.. this yr there had been some news in the newspaper.. abt blooggers using their blog to publicise themselves, abt glam and failure, abt sex lives even shooting each other off.

well. i shd say that i am not bothered at all..

i blog for my sake, and for myself only. ppl who read my blog, gets to know what i write, a little more abt me, why i do this/that, and of cos, things that i can never type down in msn, irc or even email, let alone speak in out.

my blog has been my friend, a rather quiet one if i have to say.

i never fear that what i write would lead to misunderstanding.

cause its the way i am . and i cannnot change simply for the sake of others..

however, i am certainly not a blogger who dig into fame and fortune, or just to entertain others.

i blog simply because i 20 years from now, i would be able to look back on how silly i am, or something interesting.

oh ya forget to mention . there will be a post after this devoted to the game Lunar silver star story complete

that is if i get a chance to post for it.

y h

My Fantasy

as usual.. no one knows that i badly needed a break during all this work... so i came up here and read the blogs of yc and wl. hahaha.. really felt more relaxed.. though my enormous work pile require more than just superhuman efforts to finish.

yes, although i have finished DADRA completely.. means that my last day of sch will be on thurs, since friday i would not need to come sch anymore..

theres still MTPRE, COMDI, SPFEX, LIGST, VISCO, COLOR!!!

color is really the nightmare here with the 0.4m,0.4m,0.4m dimensions cube to be painted to be displayed on next yr's chingay. YES my ugly work will be displayed along the road next yr.

MTPRE is easy . but i always get encouraged by tony tan, and in the end, he pulls me down by giving me a grade tat i do not want... MTpre i guess i can finish tonight..

COMDI, i am really happy with my progress recently.. my group suddenly has the drive and energy to make up for wats lost.. well.. better late than never rite! hope out campaign to help the introverts will pull off.. presentation in formal wear next week...

SPFEX... ppl says my height is an issue.. but its too late now.. i guess i just make do with it.. though i kind of like my mock up model...

LIGST, ok. need some time to work on it.. but shd be safe..

VISCO, i have brilliant concepts , everything is perfect except that my plan hasn been materialised out. which is bad.

I MUST WORK HARD!!!

b4 i can really take the needed 1 week break back to thailand.. my mum says to go back to the village in that 1 week is hard, but she will try her best... =)

also.. my aunt in thailand is giving me and bro 5000 baht to spend !!!

that means = goodies for u all when i return (i hope)

i most likely departing singapore on 4sept

wish me luck!

y h

Update

My nick says it all. yeah.

i am proud of myself.. its been a long time since i am able to engineer myself in a work mode..

well these few days, work was on my mind and is still on my mind. i made an extra effort to do work and everything.

2 more weeks

yeah 2 more wweeks and hopefully my mum can get leave to leave for thailand..

7 years.


y h

just a place to breathe while working

yeah. blogging cos i need a break. today i have been damm serious with my work. i was really focused. though i made mistakes here and then, i still redid and redid. and end up at the same pace as the rest.

BUT.

i learnt through my process.

alot.

did i mention that i was the 5th price winner at the heritage trail on saturday. haha.

anyway. yesterday managed to play bball with lindan and yuze. i loved it. so long nvr touch ball.. its a great feeling!

my shooting from near post deproved.. but i know theres always time when sem break comes.. i will now focus on my work until everything ends.. anti social mode on.

no more neoquest for me until 5th of sep.

y h

FIREWORKS

on national day 090805, i went to be a national day road marshall.

mine, they gave everyone 5 bucks to eat out after the event!

and i got a TEAM SINGAPORE t shirt!

WOW!

in the end, i joined the rest in the NDP relay run, on the last leg, the run to war memorial. and i think its great. i completed the run though my back was straining me out!

after tat, we walked on the big roads, in the middle. no cars. the road was barricaded, giving way to us. it was so grand! ppl looking at us from the street side and us just owning the road and painting the town red!

after that we went to eat at lau pat sat, and watched the fireworks!

yonghock,zaidi,khooyu,yuching,andrea,weiliangshootingrenjie[din watch fireworks :( ],evonne,celina,qihui,yumin,yiwen,edwin. did i forget anyone? hopefully not!

we watched the fireworks!
wow!
i loved it. it was my first time viewing the fireworks live! and man it was great. hahaha. it summed up the night for me. after tat went hans talk cock sing song. then went home leaving evonneweiliangyuching behind.

=D

and lalabear: its alright. no need to praise me or wat. its what a friend ought to do.

oh shiet! i am blogging in school and i intended to do work one!

oh yeah. i think it was a perfect day on 090805.

y h

Another perfect day?

i'm holding on waiting for your call
it's simple but i can't explain this
i'm sinking down i feel like i could die
i'm falling off i don't know why

[chorus:]
i still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day
i still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day

so i might try to leave it all behind
i know tommorow's not so bright now
i'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last
(you wear and figured no where fast)
and today i don't know how too keep it all inside
but i guess i'll let it slide

[repeat chorus]

today i don't know why
i thought that it was real
but i guess it's no big deal

[repeat chorus]

i don't know how
i don't know how
to let it slide

It takes a great deal of clickness, understanding and feeling to know me.

out of all my friends, i can click with most of them , but would be in a crowd.. for self to self, i can only click with a few.

and those who know me would be only one person.

today i sensed something different.

tonight

i sense fear in the air. yet i was calm.

perhaps it was fatigue.

but i definitely sensed the fear i had 2 years back.

y h

Updates?

yeah yeah i am updating my blog!?

ok my pop up card for visco was quite ok but compared to others. i felt so disappointed again. then again.. i need to catch up, cause peter sam has quite a high expectation of me in visco, he says i am a person who can think and do and expect high quality work frm me. the following last major assignment and project would test me hard. yea it is very difficult.

i think by the end of my life in poly, i would present quite well, cos now everyweek got presentation. so u noe wat i mean. haha.

i did my space form 9 grid model in school today, quite pleased with it.. especially i came to sch at 11 plus to do until 3pm, then from 5pm do till 8pm. haha.

tml must print my dadra plotting stuff.. then shd be very safe this week. =D

was re reading some of my one piece manga today, and i think tat out of all the sagas, oda did a good job for the skypiea saga, and after tat was pretty boring with the davy back fight, though in the end, he does what he is at best, touching scenes involving the crew. (i mean emotional!)

i tink the most emotional part is the part when ussop fought with luffy. it s really heartbreaking to read tat part.

i didn quite like the baroque plot, but it was ok. considering the plot was over 10 books.

the plot now is damm nice , with all the actions, emotions, and chasing after robin.

come out faster , one piece!


y h