CANNOT WAIT

Alright due to complaints about negative posts of late. i decided to post a positive one. actually right. i only seem to blog negative posts. i dunno why oso LOL. but i guess tat.. happy times will always be remembered.. tats why.

But i shd share my happy posts too!.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!

supposingly last weekday of my holidays!

and its a ECP/BBQ outing.

hahha. i shall go shop for fishies tml.

ok. Platoon C ULP ROCKS!


y h

its weird. a ayumi hamasaki song lifted my damp mood. so weird.

Stupidmood

i dunno why i always seem to blog in the worst of moods.

heck care abt me la.

i can be erratic in a game of dota. i can be spewing vulgarities all over, i can be an angel and act like one, i can be a stupid noob, i can be a hopeless killer. worst thing is i can be enraged by it.

i dunno wat i am doing. i seriously have no clue.
p2 starting soon. i dunno wat to do.

why is all these so screwed up for me?
or am i screwing myself up.
this whole world is dropping on me tonight. today. morning.

crap.

i need sleep.

heck this entry.

The last song

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now
You'll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song


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ULP

The camp is over. yeah its tiring as usual. i completed orientation run, i completed the hike, the ecp jog.

Physically alright. but this has to be one of the more special ulps tat i have been to.

So manythings to say, but i dunno how to pen it down.........


nvm i blog again when i come home......


y h

Sigh


The air is so dense
The leaves don't give a stir
The ground is cold

It is lifeless, lifeless


I am easily affected by things happening around me.

Well, when i saw my friend's nick.

"I am going away, Bye fuckers! - fucking at home, i am leaving home"

and his msn pic.


I do not know wat has happened. but i am sad about this type of things happened.

i remebered in yr 1, i fought with my friend because of this matter.

I am sick of trying. trying to resolve matters









..

is trying a crime? or do i just mind my own business.

afterall i can't even resolve my own family problems.

why am i helping so much?


...

it affects me man.




argh.