Deflated

for the first time in iad, i got thrown in the face. someone just came up and throw it in.

though there are people i respect, such as jian huang, syafiq. there are also people i don't.

and when the people whom i don't can just deflate my ego just within 30 minutes, i seriously dunno wat to say.

i worry for my own future. i feel that i lack too many skills to make it out in the industry.

my photoshop skills are substandard.

my autocad skills are limited to that of modify and draw tools.

my handdrawn rendering and perspectives are less than expectations.

my model making skills still suck.

sigh.


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