Perhaps.

I had a serious thought, or rather dreams about myself recently.

my lifestyle is pretty same as last time.

just that, i seldom excercise due to school.

and of course, a giant slice of my life has already been taken away.

sigh.

thinking whether i should change.

whether i should start embracing the new, and forget the old.

i am still stuck in my past.

something that i can never get out.

though i have put away the thought in my mind.

subconciously i am reminded of it.

about the times.

now i am just a giant couch potato rotting away at home or school.

and. i need to start to use my brain.

alot. way more than wat i am using now. i need to start thinking. i need to start working. for the better. 10 am novena tomorrow. give me the strength to do it. if you want something, you must work for it. you can't be a coward anymore.


forget it if u guys don understand this post. i doubt anyone understands actually. just writing thoughts to myself. sry guys.


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