Start of Hols/Pre-SIP/East District Meeting


Notice the / on top. it just tellls you how long i haven been updating right? haha.

alright, at last i got my long long awaited break. this few days are meant for slacking, before work starts again. what work u may ask, since its my hols.

a pity it isnt projects. but is to prepare for my internship. whether it will be overseas or not overseas, theres hell lots to prepare.

a good portfolio will make sure u go to anywhere u want even before speaking a word in the interview.

lets see what stuff i want to include in the portfolio. p2 and p1 are a must. kovalent is in. mrt is in. i think i gonna put inec in even though its kind of sucky. will redo most of it i guess. hmmm.
think i will add some of my freehand perspective in for an add on.

alright enough of work.

recently(actually 2 days ago), was welcomed back to east district with the meeting (officially lol).

i find the meeting actually quite refreshing compared to the previous ones that i have attended with different dads. but thats not the point. haha.disappointingly i cannot go back to units anyway thanks to my school. but now i feel prompted to attend more rc events.

"As you grow up, your priorities would change, but we hope that you would remember red cross as part of your life."

hah.

anyway. off the meeting had a chit chat, somebody said. " to have a start, there must be an end."

kind of reminds me of the dreams that still haunts me up til today. yeah. this few days have been playing dota just to make sure i dont dream about anything. but still. haiz.

oh well. i am sure time will drag my past away.


y h

After some time from posting the previous entry, i decided that its not time to think of such stuff yet. concentrate on next week, den can think again. yeah haha. oh well. go bathe later gonna go to giraffe for dinner.

y h

Memories bombardment


From this valley they say you are going

We will miss your bright eyes and sweet smile

For they say you are taking the sunshine

That has brightened our pathways awhile



Come and sit by my side, if you love me

Do not hasten to bid me adieu

Just remember the Red River Valley

And the cowboy who loved you so true


I suddenly recalled this song while i was lying on my bed. and yesterday kind of made it worse. when i received a msg after such a long while.

Is it too late to rekindle the spark that is left burning in my heart?


y h

Dream

Yeah i am in school. haha. lack of updates cause everyday i am in school from 9am to 11pm.

when i reach home, i just drop dead, and sleep.

I have been always remembering my dreams. but this recent one 2 days ago really was a vivid dream. i could remember all the details, even the people who were in that dream. yf, my brother, edwinlum (LOL how come?) me, and other guys whom i did not know.

i was a cop in that dream. weird right? and my brother was sort of a advance criminal in that dream. the dream began as me and my partner wanted to crack down on him. However he had some sort of technology that made him a super human, which made him hard to catch.

As i left the office, i saw her, and . yeah this part is only for my reference.

after that scene, me and partner found a way to corner my brother. as the chase went on to the sea, we missed our hold on him, as the only way to kill him was to hold onto him and let a target shoot him down. As he made his escape, i jumped onto him even as he attacked me. I just held on for my dear life and shouted for the target. As the target approached, i sort of released my grasp, and i was shot on the temple. in the end, both my brother and me died.

then, came the flashbacks of all my memories.

i just realised that my words dont do justice to that scene. it may not really mean anything. but. that dream gave way to lots of thinking...

will she be my motivation again. not the real person.

but the dream?

at least.

ok this is another post u all wont understand. only i will understand. =D


kk will update after next week.

y h

Nostalgia Part 2

These few days of date, i have been getting repercussions of memories.

I have been constantly reminded of the times we spent.

And my physical image doesn seem to help the cause. Especially after reading jason blog, i felt that i needed a motivation to do what i want to do.

But ever since that mrt incident, i have lost all hope of trying again, and it doesnt help that while others may have found new motivation, i am constantly reminded about the telephone calls, the weekend outs, the arcade outings.

As i take this time to concentrate on my tasks, i remember that its been. ages. especially when going home after outings with just a girl yesterday, that i haven sent a girl home.

or rather, its been a long time since o levels.

the sudden disruption just doesn serve the cause.

argh!

WHY DO I KEEP GETTING BACK THOSE MEMORIES!!!

(ps. this type of posts are only natural periodically, so dont worry or read too much into this post.)

RUSH

alright just to keep the blog alive , i shall update some of the recent stuff i did.

participate in d olympics for street soccer, our team won 2nd despite not training and being one of the super underdogs. i thought we showed alot of grit and agression. and we were at handicap, since elroy played for 2 teams!

alright. and den been slacking after 4pm lately. after 4pm = CS in school. u shd have seen man. 20+ ppl playing cs in various labs. power sia.

alright nothing much to blog about , except that i have been really really lazy and need to buck up. and VIDC hasnt played a single dota match for 2 weeks! omg.

y h