Me and Myself

I inadvertedly saw the title of my blog.

me and myself.

and inadvertedly visited jason's and other friends blog.

visited my blog again.

and remembered the sms that i got just a while ago.

theres a cold air around it. in fact. the air is so still. that it reeks of loneliness.


so all these while, has it been just me and only myself who has travelled this journey?

well. argh. i am just feeling. left out.

sometimes the negativity is just getting into my head to much of a time. everytime i want to move on, my mind restricts me, and reminds me i havent found the key to unlock the next door. i am stuck in this capsule of time when there is really nothing for me to look to. everytime i get an inspiration i lose it and a huge chunk of my confidence gets taken away. i dunno whats wrong with me, i am a freak for thinking this far, even though the years has come and gone. sometimes i just look at myself, thinking i want to progress, but i just cant. i wished everything that has happened hasnt and i wished i was still in my mum's stomach.


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