Its just over.


yeah cny is indeed over for me. maybe not since i am going tb hse on thurs and bbq on fri.

but this yr cny totally not in the mood.

as expected la.

But i had a couple of super fulfilling conversations.

yest was such a good one.

with yc while we were on the way home.

managed to talk naturally at least with a girl.

haha.

i mean. there were some good points brought up.

change.

change is desired but only pursueable in a new environment.

someday i'll need to change.

stop getting stuck in the old, and go into the new.

so far i've kept to my resolution.

but how long i'll take to crumble?

it depends on my motivating factors i guess.

haha.

feel like im talking to myself.

man. ok soccer.



y h