So im back.

no h weekly it isnt friday.

back frm camp . had roughly ard 3 hours of slp everyday since thursday..

so im blogging in fatigue now.

yes.

my eyes are shutting on me, my body is barely moving, my mind. slowing down yet still remembering what i wanted to do.

i will save the details abt camp for friday..

right now just wanna blog abt. my feelings, my mood my emotions now.

maybe its fatigue. maybe its the anything im drinking now. rootbeer.

bah. i dont even know what im typing.


its just tat im thinking of

going down the same road again.

finding you.

finding a new you.

finding a new start.

now that i've moved on. ive changed..

its time to ask myself.. that question.

am i ready for it again?

am i ready for the hard falls i will get to suffer, am i ready to experience the high joy of being in it, and more importantly, where are you?

is the new chapter of that life imminent.

is it gonna come?

am i invited to join u all?

so many questions. but no answers as yet.


the time will come. it will.



y h