the light from the heavens.

haha. my frequency of updating has become like.. say 2 weeks one time?

cant be blame actually.

lately.. im getting the dose of working hard...

aiming and achieving..

i still remember the days of year 1.. when i keep nagging at yuzi for not doing work..

den come year 2 become he nag me..

but at least im glad now.. that i have become more studious (shdn stay studious in this term as i dont really study) even though it came really late.

i know i have given myself hope, by really focusing and feeling for the project.. im just so immersed in my project now that i would really want it to be built out.. even though its impossible.. i even dreamt abt my project yesterday haha.

hmm. what updates..

its really work and work .. nothing much.. but there was something really interesting yesterday..

admist all the work, i went down to velvet dragon to support our fellow batchmate qiutong in the nus sports bash paegent finals.

anyway it was really amazing that she won.. its like..

lets put in how her ex squad mates say:

" last time in our tkgs days, we would always discuss whos the most prettiest, and qiutong never had cut the mark! and now shes turned up to be some paegent queen!"

i saw the competition itself.. it was stiff, and judges include various modelling agencies and new urban male company..

i guess what made her won, was that she was very natural.. she never tried too hard to impress,
she really enjoyed it, and was truthful to herself..

even though she may not be the prettiest amongst all the contestant, her naivety and natural essence especially on the part where emcees describe the contestant (qiutong was a parade commander back in school) << LOL) ,

made everyone, even the neutrals support her..

the people beside us were all screaming for her. haha.

so whats the point of telling all this.

when we are around a particular person, or people, we tend to look at the person like who she is, and we will always see the person as himself or herself, no matter what changes occur..

changes are forever. its like 3 years back, most of us never expect yc or qt to change their fashion, dressing or image, for yc case even her language (=X) as yl discussed with me.

i was having a short but interesting talk with weiliang on cab home.

he was commenting that everyone is changing..

and i was commenting what would happen in 5 years time.

everyone will get settled down with their own lives, maybe even marriage..

its quite scary how fast time flies.. its like im just out of my puberty.. and now.. im nearing 20.

today.. on my way out of sch, me and my friends saw a very mystical sign.. a rainbow around the full moon.

a few days ago got rainbow around sun..

is it for the worse or better, the way our weather is changing so rapidly.

cant be help.. we are responsible for our damage to the environment..

i cant help but think about the calm before the storm..

maybe the skies are trying to tell us.. stop before its really too late..

but really.. not many ppl are taking notices of it..

but of cos..

like what the rainbow suggests,

theres hope.


y h