the break begins.

finally! the days of working, eating, crapping, working, staring at computer, presentation, pin ups.. are OVER.. at least for 1 and a half months..

its been fruitful, this project, and i think i did justice to myself..

will upload images of my board soon.. until then.. its rest and rest until tuesday napha test. get ready to fail, den i can go hibernate for 1 week le..

i wanna save money.. so tat after fyp can go on a short trip.

its been a fun journey.. but alas.. my group's tutor, derek lo is gonna have to leave us..

its sad really, since hes been a really good guidance, u can say hes the light that led us around..

haha.

alright.. one thing special about me is that, im able to remember most of my dreams.
lets say out of 7 days a week.. i will most probably remember 5 of them.

in the past week..

i had very vivid dreams every night..

but what hit me most was this 2 dreams on thursday and friday.

thursday..

i dreamt that an unknown guy.. shove me around.

and he reprimanded me.. shouted at me why i am doing this..

go and chase back the girl.

then i shouted right back at him,

shes attached dammit!

then the dream just ends like this..

it doesn matter if u guys don understand the above.. cos its really something thats more personal to myself.

although now she may not be attached, her heart still is.

its impossible to do the impossible, and my heart has already failed myself.. and so yeah..

the next dream the next night was very very unique, very interesting..

i dreamt that i went back to thailand on a trip, except that i took my friends along as well.

then theres this person i always talk to. at least now.

the reason why i talk to tat person may be due to the conversation factor, but i dunno.

then this person sat beside me and we joked around about liking and disliking (i refuse to use the word love, as its too strong)

then i also joked around, but in the end, said i dont like you.


then she suddenly disappear, and i went on a tiring journey to find her back..

eventually i did.. and she asked the same question to me again..

i think i said yes.

i dunno what i said actually. it was very blurry and vague..

but if i were to think, i would say yes..

why would i say no, when i try so hard just to get back..


this 2 dreams.. somehow connects to each other.. and maybe is telling me..

to move on, and not to repeat past mistakes..

maybe something more, but i wont bank on it.

haha. interesting..


ok.. sleep.

y h