since i have really nothing to do now. i might as well blog.

i think i will get bashed up just for saying that statement.

in reality, there is a huge mountain load of work for me to do.

and im left with 5 working days plus 3 days of weekends.

in other words. its good game.

ok i shall post smthing random then.

there are certain things that i wonder about, but cant probe into/awkward to ask about.

things like how one can be so resolute and firm on a matter, but in a matter of days, totally shrug off that position and break out in immaculate laughters with that matter now.

it certainly makes me wonder.

like what in the world happen for that stance to be dropped.

anyway. not that it concerns me that much anyway. i cant help if its the way it is.

and yes. some things about. life.

although my dad has alot of negative factors. i mean its part of human nature to take note more of the negative stuff.

sometimes when u ponder more, look into details, u realise there can be things that are often overlooked at the surface.

things like how he will use his initiative to buy products to replace existing ones that are spoilt, things including saving for household, yet unrelenting in giving me pocket money.

things like exchanging products that wont work, which includes resealing of packaging. even if it costs only a couple of bucks...

are definitely something i wont do. its not negative. yet i feel embarassed. i guess that im really not confident of myself. still not thinking about the future.

man. think about the useless purchases i have made. i think its at least half of my pocketmoney.

i shd cut down.

yeah. that will be my 2nd resolution for the new year. not only on purchases, but also on household utility too. often i spend time in front of the com, when im actually doing nothing like now.

even my brother handles financial security better than me.

i have a long way to go.


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