The color of that faraway day is in the white clouds that a faded blue blurs...
Inside my heart is a pain hidden from all.

The words into which I put my all already become distant.
In the midst of your loss, even now, you keep me warm.

Your voice is the light that silhouetted you.
Should it materialise, I would live on,
So that my voice might reach you, wherever you are.

Resounding from the sun-drenched rails is the voice of that distant day.
Beyond those clouds, even now, resides our promised place.

The loneliness that persists from some time ago is the spirit that grates me all around.
In the flow of time, I will surely lose you.

Your hair, with the world where cloud and sky have melted, is full of secrets.
Your voice, your gentle fingers and your wind-touched skin
Will make my heart strong.

Causing my heart to quiver, even unto eternity, is your back turned to me.
My wish is merely that I live on,
So that my song would reach you, wherever you are.

Your voice is the light that silhouetted you.
Should it materialise, even though we live in different places,
I would want to, gently and resolutely, live.

my presentation is tml.

today there was this moment when i was caught

caught in a mix of emotions.

its like feeling sad, angered, frustrated, and listlessness at the same time.

but its often this type of situation

that forces me to go into my shell

into a mood or rather mode that i rarely go into.

when im in this type of situation

i will become super serious.

and work becomes extremely fast when i become serious.

whatever man.

i just have a dreadful feeling abt tml.

that

my project will become a failure due to the overwhelming architecture design

and the lack of interiors.



y h

code geass


wah. fking shit. the last 4 episodes were so intense tat i had to skip dota and fyp for it.

in the end, im left hungry for more cg, and i simply cannot wait until the new season begins.

i almost cried in episode 23, when lelouch was on the brink of becoming good, and then something sad had to happen.

fk man.

this anime is holy shit.

y h

just watched finish epi 21 for code geass. in the midst of chionging fyp.



wah



im speechless.



unlike alot of anime, no i should say all anime, even if its those good ones, there are surely one episode that will disappoint or is mundane.



in the case of code geass, every episode keeps me captivated



it keeps me guessing abt what is going to happen next, only to realise that im wrong!



its an awesome show, even if an episode appear to be harmless and peaceful, something will just happen.



haha. 4 more episodes to go, but its easily the best anime for 2007.



no wonder man.



damn i missed this boat.



nvm, once this 4 episodes finish den im ready for the season 2! which shortly after army awaits me....





y h

to be honest.

i hate studying.

the only reason why i studied so much in primary school

is because of my fear of my tuition teacher.

but that fear somehow turned into motivation.

once entering sec sch,

i realised alot of things changed.

i took things for granted. played around,

and my real wake up call was during one meet the parents session.

my mother came.

my mid yr sec 4 results was terrible.

probably alot worse than what my brother would get.

it was 39 points for l1r5 if i remember correctly.

my form teacher told my mother.

at this rate, your son cant even qualify for ite.

i broke down immediately.

its a tough slap to ur cheek, right in front of ur parent.

after tat. i studied for the first time, and my prelim results..

was still terrible. 28 if i can remember. at most can enter an engineering course in poly.

and during that time, i sort of got deattached from the person i loved so much.

"even if you were to send a thousand emails, the distance between us wont move a centimetre."

this is so true.

i din study much for o lvls towards the end because i was kind of affected by an incident which took place.

in the end, i did well enough to qualify for a jc, but i know tats not my route.

i hate studying. my motivation to study is gone.

therefore, i just took a quick browse and pick 3 courses.

interior architecture and design.
industrial design
product industrial design.

somehow i have no idea why i chose iad as my first choice. i totally no idea at all. i guess its just fate.

anyway, i oso had some friends.. who was shocked at their poor english results.

me too. i was shocked. i got a c6. when i expected at least a b3.

many students from my sch. from an a1 suddenly f9.

it was reported in the news as well.

since such a thing did not happen to me.

i did not fully understand how they must have felt.

just because of that english. they missed the boat when they scored As for all other subjects.

its kind of sad.

the point i want to make is.

sometimes in life, not all things go ur way.

there may be a period where u just feel like suiciding.

u just feel like theres no point living in this world.

u desperately hope for a second chance, but all that god has given u is a tight slap to ur reality.

but when this happen.

dont say that life sucks.

instead. pick yourself up

prove others wrong.

prove yourself wrong.

that you can survive in this world.

that you can make the world revolve around you instead.

haha.

im saying this even though my grades wont qualify me for that 5 year nus course.

yeah. the grades are against me. if this semester results wont be counted.

i wont even make it 3gpa.

nvm. i will just apply. if i get it, i'll get it.

if i dont, i will wait until my final sem results.. and apply for next intake.

whatever i do,

i wont give up


because nobody has given up on me yet.


y h

holy shit. code geass is great.

i kinda regretted stalling the watching of the series ahead of haruhi and gurren lagann.

since then i have chionged up till episode 9 of code geass.

what can i say.

theres the story, action, and intriguing moves.

its like watchin a chess game by itself.

anyway. gurren lagann. watched until 15. i kind of lost interest in the series because part of its storyline feel recycled to me.

anyway its still a good anime and i will finish it eventually.

but right now. code geass is the priority.

y h

this is utterly true.

"The title for the show means ”5 Centimetres Per Second” and it resembles a metaphorical representation of human, reminiscent of the slowness of life and how people often start together but eventually drift away, slowly into their seperate ways. A depressing and harsh reality in life but it’s something that we all have to live with. In fact, I myself have gone through that phase before. This also includes late realisation of feelings, regrets and how each action plays a part in an effect."


stumbled on this review on byousoku 5cm by bjorn. and i watched the mtv for it.

true enough 5cm per second is not a show u will grasp it if you arent careful enough. some people think the story is painfully slow, but to me, its a very realistic portrayal of what happens in our lives.

distance will move apart people as time goes by. so damn true. no matter how strong ur bond is, if the distance is great, one day .. it will just fall apart.


y h