Requiem

Putting aside old miseries
settling on a foreign land
all that was started
was by a hope that keeps clinging

memories tend to stay
even foolish ones and painful ones
only replaceable by new ones
is what keeps the man going

meeting new acquaintances
sharing new joys keeping old warmth
nonsensical gibberish into the night
a start of a new time, maybe?

struck by the cruel minute hand
all comes undone
not even knowing the name
walk away into the dusk

as time ticks away
the distance grows
not knowing of the future
trying to cling onto the past
failure only awaits

maybe we'll see
each other again in some time
but right now
its adios.



i suddenly had the feeling to pen a few verses.

of cos all these are triggered from my thoughts. how can i write random stuff like tat.

any way dont think too much into them...

its just my thoughts anyway

but there are some things that are true

time takes away relationships

as time goes on,

the distance goes on

as aptly described in 5cm per centimetre.

" even if we were to exchange 1000 emails, the distance between us, wont shorten a cm "

distance and time

are the 2 killers

time erodes, distance puts up the painful barrier

the only way to get through

is to cheish ur time well together,

or just die with the fading thoughts altogether.


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side topic.

now that sch has ended, holiday ended.. i dont know what im gonna do for next 2 months

especially when im not working..

and then again

i will miss all my iad friends

i have shared alot of happy memories painful ones, sad ones, enjoyable ones..

3 years passed so fast..

i wonder.

if we will still keep in touch...

i asked the same qns to myself in sec 4.

and the answered was no.

the bond in iad seemed stronger..

but then

as it is always..

distance and time remains too strong..


i will probably fade away like the rest..

as a lone wolf never to see daylight again..


sound so emo. haha

ok

at least i typed some insight into this post.. not like my usual gibberish.

good night for now.


y h

OHAYOOO


al righto.

im back from genting.

and i must say, its fun.

first time to genting,

first time doing things that i haven done.

etc, sit on roller coaster, rides, play bowling, etc etc

and we did some outrageously crazy thing like freezing to death in the cold cold night.

and i had to take off my shirt ==

even though its for a short while.

genting's weather is nice, cold and chilly.

but the altitude cost me a few problems

got sick on the 2nd day , due to tat game we played, didnt participate much. but still did.

ironic ah.

but its fun la

our group (me taibin elroy) went out mostly with the ai lih li jun & 2 friends group, whom we coincidentally met at genting.

haha.


: D


still of cos there are moments i cant stop thinking.

and as the date looms nearer..

the feeling is fading faster..

maybe is because of the warmth i felt

haha

random crap

y h

out of curiousity merely,

i decided to give soapy anime a miss,

and watched akagi.

its an anime abt this guy named akagi, who doesnt know how to play mahjong, but promptly,

beats his supposingly superior opponent within the same night of learning.

i am on to episode 13 now.

and my god, the mind games he play.

this show makes death note looks like a baby crying.

that is serious.

even though the animation and drawing style may not appeal.

the anime itself is a genius.


lol

kk guess this is the last time i will blog for the next 4 or 5 days,

as im leaving for genting tml,

and man u will win later!

y h

OMG

kanon is hell good.

now my favourite animators are kyotoanimation

of cos they are the ones who animated haruhi, clannad, lucky star.


anyway.

im thinking of which anime to watch next.. clannad?


but then again

shedding too much tears for the duration of 1 week is too much?


haha

gonna be away for the next week.. bz bz

tml, go sch finish up exhibition, submit, then meet batchmates for dinner

sunday, soccer with the usual ppl, night time soccer man u vs liverpool!

and oso mahjong :D

den take off for genting with my iad gang!


y h

holy.!



i cant remember the last time i cried so hard for a show!!

maybe i cried even harder than the tear jerker "crying out love in the center of the world" which is my favourite drama ever.

every week, i announce that i have a new favourite anime series, and this week, kanon aims to trump all of them all.

i cried so hard that my eyes are all bloodshot now. and its only episode 10. how the hell i survive for another 10 + episodes! omg.

and im gonna watch clannad after kanon. clannad is by the same creators of kanon. maybe i will watch AIR too.. but all of them have sad plot.

argh


kill me!@

alright.

havent updated since my birthday.

anyway. my birthday.

this year.

is erm.. how to say.. totally quiet as i have foreseen but not that predicted.

haha.

schside was understandable, due to dip show

but even my batch side.

lol.

anyway its good to have a peaceful occasion for once.


and im watching this anime called kanon, 2006 remake.

its only episode 9.

and im breaking out in tears already.

what ever happened to my manhood!?


but my god its a really really touching story

even though i know the next episode i watch,

wont have a happy ending for the makoto arc..

its.

argh!


y h

hohohoho. hock has turned 2 decades old officially. although it feels like i've been living for 80 years old.

that said, i hope to live for another 80 years,

and therefore thats my birthday wish!


:D

If I am lost for a day
try to find me
but if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
and all of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest
in June there's the light
but this empty bedroom
won't make anything right
while out on the landing
a friend I forgot to send home
who waits up for me
all through the night
calendar girl who's in love with the world
stay alive!
I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
and when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window
threw my head to the sky
and said whoever is up there
please don't let me die
but I can't live forever
I can't always be
one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea
the pages keep turning
I mark off each day with a cross
and I'll laugh about all that we've lost
calendar girl
who is lost to the world
stay alive!
calendar girl who is lost to the world
stay alive!
January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive!
June, July, August, September, October
I'm Alive!
November, December and all through the winter
I'm Alive!
I'm alive....


new blog song @ calendar girl by stars!

one down one to go.

after tomorrow's dismantling, all that im left is the individual project, and im free to graduate.

haha.

how time flies.

so nostalgic.

anyway i was on an anime spree over the weekend, finishing up gurren lagann finally.

i must say it improved towards the ending episodes.

i thought it was abit dry after kamina's death

but certainly the second half of it is good

i would say its a man show yeah, but of cos i enjoyed better anime. (yl refuses to believe me!)


anyway. im watching kanon 2006 now.. after that gonna watch clannad.

just watched shigofumi 09.

its the most touching episode so far in the series. quite refreshing from the mystery theme-ed episodes so far.

i am so enjoying it.

and its great, since my gundam 00 episodes are held up,

but this means.. tat.. TWO WEEKS TO GO TO CODE GEASS R2 launch!


this summer season, will see a battle between 2 heavyweights

haruhi vs code geass


but im in the army =(



y h

in school.

final days in tp.

diploma show.

while i have changed in some aspects,

i still cant get over the weakest flaw.

well

anyway.

presentation later

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kk bb

its such a bad journey towards the end.