week 10 is over!

and im officially 4 weeks away from pop.

hell the last week was physically gruelling.

but i endured and got through it.

and i must say im really proud of myself..

just the last week i couldnt conquer my obstacles.

now i can at least smile to myself that

i see some light at the end of the dark tunnel..

even though i may fail in the end..

i will not be at the very bottom...


im gonna fly!



book in lo


y h

so i decided to update.

yeah . its already erm... 9 weeks in the army..

haha.

lots of things happened of cos, but wont go into details cos it will be really draggy.

of cos there have been ups and downs,

but the ray of hope given to me by yesterday's evening glow

will carry on to me

till the end..

till the next time i post.

i wish for you well

in everything that u do

i know we may not even see each other again.

but thank you for giving me a chance

to be what i am today.

as i read something today.

the hardest question a person could be asked is

" what is your weakness "

i would say

my weakness is myself.

i dont accept who i am

i try to be someone else im not

and thats why i failed time and time again

and my emotions get covered by time and tide


bah..

anyway on a lighter note , no pun intended, i have officially lost 14 kg.

which means my ideal weight of 72kg is only 3 kg away. though i still look like a blob of fat when i remove my shirt but its good progress haha

till next time


y h